To this captive little company William Tully was joined, handed over by
Heinz to its taskmaster—to become of them all the most pitiable, because
for the first time in all his days set to bend his back and use his
muscles in downright labour of the body. What to others was merely
hardship, to him became torment unspeakable; he wearied, he sweated, he
ached from head to heel. When he pulled at heavy wreckage he cut his
soft clumsy fingers; when he dragged a load or carried it he strained
his unaccustomed back. His hands bled and blistered and the drops of
perspiration poured off him; when he worked slowly because of his
weariness or lack of skill, authority made no allowance for either and a
blow often followed a curse. Sometimes incomprehensible orders were
shouted at him and he would run to obey confusedly, for fear of the
punishment meted out without mercy to the dilatory—guessing at what was
required of him, sometimes rightly and sometimes wrongly. The day
remained on his mind as an impression of muddled terror and panic
intense and unceasing.
When he thought he was not being watched he would lift his head from his
toil and strain his eyes this way and that in the hope of a glimpse of
Griselda. Unspeakably greater than his fear for himself was the measure
of his fear for his wife. He knew that somewhere she must be held by
force in the same way that he was held, otherwise she would have sought
him out long ere this, and, even if not allowed to approach or speak
would have managed to see him and make him some sign that his heart
might be set at rest. His brain was giddy with undefined horror and
once or twice he started and raised his head imagining that Griselda was
calling to him. Once when he looked up his eye caught the bluff
towering over the valley and he remembered with an incredulous shock
that it was only yesterday that he and his wife, stretched out on the
turf, had watched the galloping of the ants of soldiers beneath it—that
it was not a day since they had listened indifferently to the mutter of
guns in the distance and talked with superior detachment of manoeuvres
and the folly of militarism. Side by side on the short-cropped turf they
had watched unmoved and listened without misgiving. Only yesterday—nay,
only this morning when the sun rose—the world was the world and not
hell.
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