Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 19
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Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 19
Scottish Borders (Scotland) -- Fiction
the fond enthusiasm of youth, he had thought would remain unshaken
for ever; and the recollection of his engagement to Jessie Martin,
which was once his greatest solace, now hung like a cloud over his
spirits. For two or three years, her image had been ever present to
his thoughts, and had formed his principal incentive to exertion;
but Time had been gradually dimming his memory of the past. He
began almost unconsciously to regret having so inconsiderately
shackled the freedom of his inclinations, and, when he gazed on the
many lovely forms around him, he wished he had followed Jessie’s
advice, not to bind himself by a formal promise, until he had seen
more of the world and of the people in it. The engagement had been
made, however, and true to his principles, he was determined to
adhere to it, although, to do so, he was obliged resolutely and
firmly to avoid the society of one who had begun to usurp Jessie’s
place in his affections. He had written home from time to time,
giving a full account at first of his flattering prospects, and
of the hope that cheered him on in his path; and now, after a
lapse of eight years since his arrival in India, he wrote to say
that fortune had so far favoured him, that he considered himself
justified in thinking of making a change in his condition. He told
not of his cool and altered feelings—he considered it his duty
to conceal them, and to adhere to his engagement, even at the
sacrifice of his happiness; and he wrote to claim the fulfilment of
Jessie’s promise, and to beg her, if her feelings remained the same
towards him, to come out to him by the first opportunity. Time had
been busy also with Jessie. Long separation had gradually weakened
her affection for Edward; and a freer intercourse with the world
and with society, had produced its natural effect—a love of change
and variety. She had been much and generally admired, and, although
very guarded in her behaviour, and cool and distant in her manners
to the young men who flocked around her, had received several
very advantageous offers, which she had instantly and decidedly
rejected, as she considered herself in honour bound to adhere to
her early engagement. Her feelings towards Edward had, however,
lost their freshness and warmth, and had gradually acquired a tone
of indifference; and although she had formed no other particular
attachment, she grieved to think that she could not participate in
the constancy of affection which _seemed_ to pervade his letters to
her. Thus were they mutually deceived, and each looked forward with
anxiety and alarm to the period of their meeting, which was now not
far distant, as Jessie had received Edward’s invitation, and had
announced her intention of taking her passage in the _Lady Flora_
which was shortly to sail for Calcutta. It was with but little of
the joy of a bride-expectant, that she began her preparations for
her voyage; for she was conscious that she had none of that feeling
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