I’ve broken the Sabbath by travelling all day. In town I hired
a buggy to bring me home. Our hacks do not run on Sunday. It is
raining. It has rained all the way. I had a silent driver who never
spoke to me, seldom to his horses. I was glad that it was raining;
glad that my driver was silent. My thoughts were as vague, as blurred
as the dim mountain forms seen through the rain. We drove through
Marsville without meeting a soul. As we passed the Duckett houses
that forever watch each other like antagonists, I saw that poor old
lady slipping home from doing up his work; I saw him rocking on his
front porch in placid content. A sudden rage against this man-made
world seized me.
I scrambled in my bag for the little gift to her, leaped out, and
sent the man on home with my baggage.
He greeted me jauntily. He was just sitting there counting his
blessings. He could eat three as hearty meals a day as he had ever
et, and when night come sleep sound as a mouse in a shuck pen—the
Lord had been good to the old man.
I wasn’t hypocrite enough to take the hand extended. I wanted to
shake the life out of his smiling old body.
“Has he been good to the old lady?” I asked. He only stared at me.
“Do you know you told me you swam your horse through swollen streams
once to get to a little log church because you knew your congregation
would be waiting for you there? You wanted to preach that sermon that
day that some soul might be saved that you might never reach again.
You said you didn’t want the devil to get anybody. Do you remember?”
“Yes,” he quavered, “I remember.”
“Well,” I stormed, “it’s my honest belief that he will get you.
I wonder what the God you have preached all these years means to
do with men like you who are mean to their wives and cloak their
meanness to poor feeble old women under smooth-sounding texts.”
He stood up, his faded blue eyes flashed, his pallid lips under the
straggly white moustache worked. When he dropped back in his chair,
having uttered no word, I thought maybe I had killed him. But I did
not care. He would have gone to his Maker with a little preparation
he would otherwise not have had. I stood over him silent, inexorable.
“She got mad because——”
“Never mind what she got mad about,” I said. “For fifty-nine years
and six months she didn’t get mad. And she’s not mad now. I saw her
slipping out of the back of your house just a minute ago. She’s been
doing up your night work. You ought to go over there and get down on
your knees—the knees you have worn out praying the Lord to make you
the sort of a man you have not desired to be—and ask her to forgive
you, and bring her home.”
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