I was flung into a cell and left there to collect my wits, which I
found hard of doing, for I was near the limits of my endurance, and I
did not see how I could hold out against the numbing influence of such
absolute feminism. In the society to which I had been accustomed men,
whatever their misdeeds, had always treated women with indulgence, but
here the life of a man was one long expiation for the crime of having
been born. I had spirit enough left in me to revolt, but my feeling
could only express itself in bitter tears. I wept all night without
ceasing, and the next day I was so weak and ill that I slept from utter
exhaustion.
Bread and water were handed in to me through a hole in the door, but
the bread was sour and the water was foul to my taste. Once again I
fell a victim to the sense of hallucination, and when at last the door
of my cell was opened and a human figure entered I was half-convinced
that I was honoured with a visitation by an angel. I fell on my knees
and the “angel” called me to my senses by saying:
“Fool, get up.”
I obeyed and my visitor informed me that she was the Medical
Superintendent come to inspect me. I was ordered to strip and stand in
the middle of the cell while the superintendent walked round me and
surveyed me as farmers do with cattle. She prodded my flesh and asked
me my age and what illnesses I had had. She sounded my lungs and tested
my heart and appeared to be well satisfied. As she scanned my person
there came into her eyes a quizzical, humorous look, in which there was
a certain kindly pity, so that I was reassured and plucked up courage
to ask where I was and what was going to be done with me. I was told
that I was in the great nunnery of O, and that my destiny depended
upon her report. I asked her to make it a good one and she laughed. I
laughed too, for indeed mine was a most ridiculous position, standing
there stark naked under her scrutiny. It became necessary for me to
cover myself, and when I had done so we still stood there laughing like
two sillies. She said:
“You’ll do.”
“For what?”
“I can give you a certificate for fatherhood.”
I gasped and protested that I was married, and expressed my horror of
any such misconduct as she proposed. She ignored my protest and said:
“The mothers of your children will be carefully chosen for you.”
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