Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Mary Underwood, lacking Sam’s unconsciousness of the people, looked
about with burning cheeks. Seeing the women whispering and putting their
heads together, a chill of fear ran through her. Into the room had been
thrust the face of an old enemy to her--the scandal of a small town.
Picking up the note she slipped out at the door and stole away along
the street. The old maternal love for Sam had returned strengthened and
ennobled by the terror through which she had passed with him that night
in the rain. Going to her house she whistled the collie dog and set out
along a country road. At the edge of a grove of trees she stopped, sat
down on a log, and read Telfer’s note. From the soft ground into which
her feet sank there came the warm pungent smell of the new growth. Tears
came into her eyes. She thought that in a few days much had come to her.
She had got a boy upon whom she could pour out the mother love in her
heart, and she had made a friend of Telfer, whom she had long regarded
with fear and doubt.
For a month Sam lingered in Caxton. It seemed to him there was something
that wanted doing there. He sat with the men at the back of Wildman’s,
and walked aimlessly through the streets and out of the town along the
country roads, where men worked all day in the fields behind sweating
horses, ploughing the land. The thrill of spring was in the air, and
in the evening a song sparrow sang in the apple tree below his bedroom
window. Sam walked and loitered in silence, looking at the ground.
In his mind was the dread of people. The talk of the men in the store
wearied him and when he went alone into the country he found himself
accompanied by the voices of all of those he had come out of town to
escape. On the street corner the thin-lipped, brown-bearded minister
stopped him and talked of the future life as he had stopped and talked
to a bare-legged newsboy.
“Your mother,” he said, “has but gone before. It is for you to get into
the narrow path and follow her. God has sent this sorrow as a warning
to you. He wants you also to get into the way of life and in the end to
join her. Begin coming to our church. Join in the work of the Christ.
Find truth.”
Sam, who had listened without hearing, shook his head and went on. The
minister’s talk seemed no more than a meaningless jumble of words out of
which he got but one thought.
“Find truth,” he repeated to himself after the minister, and let his
mind play with the idea. “The best men are all trying to do that. They
spend their lives at the task. They are all trying to find truth.”
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