Withered Leaves: A Novel. Vol. 3 (of 3)Gottschall, Rudolf von
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Withered Leaves: A Novel. Vol. 3 (of 3)
Gottschall, Rudolf von
German fiction -- Translations into English
"I can ascend the funereal pile, but must not permit them even to
scorch the finger tips of my beloved. Hitherto, you have sacrificed
much to me, your good name before the world; thus I will sacrifice much
to you, everything, a portion of my better self, faith towards truth.
Yes, at this moment I appear like a traitor in my own eyes, whose hand
shall be cut off, but I am weak, I will be weak out of love for you.
They shall not think lightly of you, they shall not, although I despise
their opinion and can only compare them with the vapour that hovers
over large towns, the pestilential air of a densely-packed crowd, but
for your sake Cäcilie--be it! I will take part in the same absurdity,
and thus declare you to be my betrothed."
With a suppressed cry of gladness, Cäcilie sank into his arms, the
stove concealed the group from the eyes of the many.
"And even marriage I shall not mind, it is the fruit of this evil doing
and so on. At this moment I appear contemptible to myself, small--no
reformer's vein flows through me, it must say _pereat mundus_ 'and live
the new faith,' but a man can no longer stand upon the buskin when he
stands beneath the slipper. But now they shall have it in black and
white, lithographed, engraved!--what do I care? And in all newspapers
it shall be stated, so that you shall be purified, my child, with
printer's ink! Go, hasten, whisper it to your sister, cry it through
the room, they shall respect you, it does not cost much, a small amount
of lungs and a few letters, such as are before a menagerie; lion and
lioness in one cage! Then they will be contented at once. I shall still
remain here in my corner, I must first consider what kind of grimace I
must make as a _fiancé_. I shall look odd."
Cäcilie kissed his hands; drawing back, he said, "None of those slavish
caresses, but go, go! There, I am, after all, caught in the purple
silk, and the cursed song of the bridesmaids' wreath buzzes in my ears!
By Jupiter! And Wegen, my brother-in-law! That is what reasoning
animals call it! That is the most bitter pill!"
Cäcilie hastened at once to her sister and mother to bring them the
glad tidings. Frau von Dornau was too happy! Two daughters engaged on
one day!
Olga congratulated her sister heartily. "Only think," added she, "we
became engaged out in the snow and ice, with the thermometer twenty
degrees below zero!"
"And we," said Cäcilie smiling, "at about twenty degrees above zero,
behind the blazing stove. It is a tale of extremes! It is to be hoped
that the right temperature will be restored to us both in marriage."
Kuhl was brought out of his corner by both sisters to the family table;
he wore the air of a culprit, who is led to execution. Wegen was
brimming over with cordiality, Kuhl buttoned up his coat.
"It is better thus," said the Baron, "_suum cuique!_ One must learn to
control oneself."
"Well, I should think," replied Kuhl, "we have nothing to reproach
ourselves with."
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