England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Law turned up the Abbey Hill when thus dismissed with much secret
excitement in his mind. It was altogether a new idea to him that his
father was as Polly said, quite a young man still, and that it was on
himself, not on his grown-up children, that his money should be spent.
Law had never looked upon the income of the family as belonging
exclusively to his father. It _was_ the family income, and it had seemed
to him that he had just as good a right to have everything he wanted as
his father had. As a matter of fact he did not get all he wanted, as
Captain Despard managed to do; but that was because his father had the
command of everything, not that he had a better right to it than Law.
The idea that he had no right at all, as Polly seemed to think, and that
his father might make the home untenable by marrying somebody, perhaps
Polly herself, struck him as the most extraordinary of revelations. It
was too extraordinary to be thought of calmly--his brain boiled and
bubbled with the extraordinariness and novelty of the thought. The
governor, who was only not an old fogey because he was so much less
respectable, less orderly than old fogeys ought to be!--Law could not
associate his father’s image with the idea of, even, comparative youth.
But he could not dismiss the suggestion from his mind. He tried to
laugh, but something seemed to hang over him like a threat, like a cloud
of evil omen. He walked quickly up the slope to the Abbey gate, trying
to shake off the uneasy feeling in his mind--trying to postpone at least
the new idea which he could not get rid of. When, however, Law had got
into the Precincts he saw a passenger not much less active and
considerably more jaunty than himself on the way before him, walking
with a slight occasional lurch, up the pavement to the Lodges. The lurch
was quite slight, and might not have been noticed by an indifferent eye,
but Law noted it with the jealous observation of one whose own credit
was at stake. It was hard upon a fellow, he thought, that his father
should be seen going home night after night with a lurch in his walk,
and that his name should be recognised in all the lowest quarters of
the town as that of “the Captain’s son.” Why should he suffer for such a
cause? Other old men were respectable, were no shame to their sons, but
on the contrary furnished a margin of honour and reputation upon which
to draw when there was occasion; but this was not the case with Captain
Despard. Other old men--but there suddenly flashed across Law’s mind as
he instinctively placed his father in this class, a recollection of the
words which had just been said to him--“He is what I call a young man
still.” Pricked by this thought, he looked at the figure before him with
eyes suddenly cleared from the mists of habit and tradition, and saw it
in an altogether new light. Captain Despard was straight and active: he
carried his head high, and his step, though to-night slightly irregular,
was both firm and light.
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