England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Lottie sprang to her feet in a sudden gust of passion. She took Law by
the shoulders, and with the sudden surprise of her assault got the
better of him and turned him out of the chair. “You sit there, lolling
all over the room,” she cried, “and tell me my duty, you lazy, idle,
useless boy! If papa turns you out, it will serve you right. You have a
hundred things open to you; you have the whole world open to you; but
you will not so much as take the trouble to pass the door. You would
like to be carried over all the ditches, to be set up on a throne, to
have everything and to do nothing. It will serve you right! And where do
you get all this gossip about papa?” she went on. “Who are the sort of
people you are spending your time with? You thought I did not know how
late you came in last night. Where were you, Law? where are you always,
all these long evenings? You say you are going out, and you never mind
that I am sitting in the house all alone. You go somewhere, but I never
hear that you have been with anybody--anybody in our own class----”
“In our own class! I wonder what is our own class?” said Law, with a
scornful sense of the weakness of the position. “Would you like me to
take a hand in old O’Shaughnessy’s rubber, or read the papers to old
Dalrymple? They are half as old again as the governor himself. I suppose
that’s what you call my own class.”
Lottie felt that she had laid herself open to defeat, and the
consciousness subdued her greatly. She sat down again on her little
chair, and looked up at him as he stood leaning upon the door, red with
indignation at her onslaught. Lottie herself was flushed with the
exertion and the shame of having thus afforded him an opportunity for a
scoff. She eluded the dilemma as he proposed it, however, and flung
herself back into the larger question: “You are grown up,” she said,
indignantly; “a great big boy, looking like a man. It is a disgrace to
you to be dependent on papa. It would be a good thing for you, a very
good thing, if he were to--marry, as you say, and cast you off, and
force you to work for yourself. What else have I been saying to you for
years?”
“And what would it be for you?” said Law, taking, she thought, an unkind
advantage of her; “there are two of us to be considered. What would it
be for you, Lottie, I should like to know? What could you do any more
than I?”
He stood up against the door, with a provoking smile on his face, and
his big book under his arm, taunting her with her helplessness, even
Lottie felt, with her high notions, which made her helplessness all the
worse. He smiled, looking down upon her from that serene height. “If the
worst came to the worst,” said Law, “I could always carry a hod or ’list
for a soldier. I don’t stand upon our class as you do. I haven’t got a
class. I don’t mind if I take the shilling to-morrow. I have always
thought it would be a jolly life.”
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