The woman looked exactly like his wife. Her face and body would have
deceived anyone who knew his wife, knew precisely how she gestured and
talked. Even the tiny mole on her right shoulder was the same, and the
way her eyes crinkled slightly at the corners when she smiled.
In fact, the resemblance was almost too perfect, for there is something
obscurely and indefinably artificial about a duplication that is
flawlessly exact, unassailable in all of its parts. The living
organism changes constantly, is never quite the same from moment to
moment. In a duplication such elusive changes are hard to capture and
preserve. Even when the effort has been made and can be looked upon as
successful, a faint aura of artificiality remains.
The man's first words were simple and direct. He asked: "Where are we?"
"I do not know," the woman replied.
"How did we get here?"
"I do not know."
The man looked down over himself. He was attired as Peter Summers had
been aboard the space ship. There was no recognition or surprise in
his eyes. Simply acceptance, as if he'd known he would be attired in
precisely that way and would only have been surprised if he had found
himself naked or clothed in garments strange to him.
He looked at the woman and saw that she was also attired in garments
familiar to him. There was no need for him to recognize the garments
in a strict sense, for a knowledge of what they would be like had been
deeply grooved into his mind. His garments were as much a part of him
as his slightly heightened breathing and the calluses on his palms. And
so were the garments of the woman facing him with slightly widened eyes.
"I can remember so little," the man who resembled Summers said.
"Everything here is strange. I am quite sure that we have never been
in this place before. Do you also feel as if you have never been here
before?"
The woman nodded. "Yes, I do. It is very strange."
"It is a very large room."
"Very large. There is something frightening about it. All of those
instruments...."
"They are not navigational instruments. I am quite sure of that. We are
no longer on board the ship."
"Were we ever?"
"Yes, I am sure we were once. On board a large ship traveling through
space."
"I seem to remember now, too. Some of it is coming back. Slowly, almost
painfully. I'm afraid to think about it, to even try to remember. We
were far more frightened than we are now. Something terrible happened
to us."
"We'd better just relax, take it easy and let it come back in a natural
way."
The woman shuddered. "Sometimes not knowing is worse than remembering,
worse than any positive knowledge can be. When a memory is crouching
like some great beast in the darkness of your mind it is safer to
remember. Safer to see the hideous shape clearly, to at least try to
force it out into the open."
"Not always, Ruth."
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