Bildungsromans; Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction
"I believe, my son, that God destines you for something good and
great. Roland, remember what I mean by great; not rich or grand in
earthly goods, or even in intellectual culture merely, but great in
deeds of benefit to your race; in order to reach that point, spare no
pains to obtain a good education."
"How shall I, mother? it is what I long for; but I have no money, no
means, no influence. I am all alone."
"Where there is a will, there is a way, Roland. I do not wish you to
have money or influential friends; I want you to have trust in God;
this is the motto I leave with you, my son, 'Looking aloft;' remember
it is your dying mother's motto; when discouraged, turn to that, and
I am sure that you will prosper."
"Oh, mother! how shall I live without you? your voice is like a
trumpet to me; it stirs the very depths of my soul; and when you
speak, it seems as if I could dare anything. I never shall forget my
feelings when you bade me read the inscription on the tomb-stone of
our martyred ancestors; my soul seemed to take a great leap, and
really to swell within my childish form. I felt as if I never could
be low, or mean, or grovelling after that, and so I feel to-day; but
what will it be when you are gone?" and Roland bowed his head and
wept.
She laid her hand upon his head and said: "When I am gone, Roland,
these memories will be with you, I know, 'to keep your soul from
blight.' I have perfect confidence that God will keep his promise to
me, and to you; he will guide you, I am sure; and though you may have
sore trials, he will sustain my Roland, and make him a blessing to
the world--too many twilight hours of consecration, too many seasons
of dedication has my Father witnessed when Roland's name was itself a
prayer, to allow one moment's doubt--not one of those sacred hours
will ever be forgotten by our covenant-keeping God."
"Ob, what I am losing in you, my mother!"
"It is God's will, my son; perhaps by cutting you loose from all
earthly dependence, he designs to cast you wholly upon himself--this
is the way that you are to learn the blessedness of 'looking aloft.'
Think what others have done who have risen from the humblest walks of
life, and do likewise; only let all be done for the glory of God, not
for your own exaltation, Roland. If it is ever in your power, I wish
you to visit your home in Scotland; you have an aunt and cousin
living there; there is some property also, and I think that it will
be to your advantage to seek out your relations. There is an old
friend of mine whom I should like you to see, Malcolm Graham; he
would be a valuable friend. Above all things, get a good education;
stop at no sacrifice; shrink from no labor."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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