Eileen was silent for another moment, staring down at those queer beads
of hers in her lap, and before she spoke again I think her mind was
going back over many episodes and scenes during the German occupation
of Lille.
“It was a long time--four years. A tremendous time for hatred to hold
out against civility, kindness, and--human nature.... Human nature is
strong; stronger than frontiers, nations, even patriotism.”
Eileen O’Connor flung her beads back, rose from the low chair and
turned back her hair with both hands, with a kind of impatience.
“I’ve seen the truth of things, pretty close--almost as close as death.”
“Yes,” said Brand in a low voice. “You were pretty close to all that.”
The girl seemed to be anxious to plunge deep into the truth of the
things she had seen.
“The Germans--here in Lille--were of all kinds. Everything there was in
the war, for them, their emotion, their pride in the first victories,
their doubts, fears, boredom, anguish, brutality, sentiment, found a
dwelling-place in this city behind the battlefront. Some of them--in
the administration--stayed here all the time, billeted in French
families. Others came back from the battlefields, horror-stricken,
trying to get a little brief happiness--forgetfulness. There were lots
of them who pitied the French people, and had an immense sympathy with
them. They tried to be friends. Tried hard, by every sort of small
kindness in their billets.”
“Like Schwarz in Madame Chéri’s house,” said Brand bitterly. It seemed
to me curious that he was adopting a mental attitude of unrelenting
hatred to the Germans, when, as I knew, and as I have told, he had been
of late on the side of toleration. That was how his moods swung, when
as yet he had no fixed point of view.
“Oh, yes, there were many beasts,” said Eileen quickly. “But others
were different. Beasts or not, they were human. They had eyes to
see and to smile, lips to talk and tempt. It was their human nature
which broke some of our hatred. There were young men among them, and
in Lille girls who could be angry for a time, disdainful longer, and
then friendly. I mean lonely, half-starved girls, weak, miserable
girls,--and others not starved enough to lose their passion and need of
love. German boys and French girls--entangled in the net of fate....
God pity them!”
Brand said, “I pity them, too.”
He walked over to the piano and made an abrupt request, as though to
change the subject of conversation.
“Sing something.... Something English!”
Eileen O’Connor sang something Irish first, and I liked her deep voice,
so low and sweet.
“There’s one that is pure as an angel
And fair as the flowers of May,
They call her the gentle maiden
Wherever she takes her way.
Her eyes have the glance of sunlight
As it brightens the blue sea-wave,
And more than the deep-sea treasure
The love of her heart I crave.
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