No clouds of smoke darkened the outlook or blackened these mats.
Clanging bells and grinding wheels there were none to awaken anxiety and
shatter nerves. The very exigencies of life found expression through its
subtler entities and not a sordid instinct lagged or threatened fain
regeneration. Man loved as always, but gold for the sake of gold, greed
that he might gorge, or the dull clashing of horns had long ago found
their rest alongside of other tried-out and found wanting thrills in
easy energies. The star beautiful had raised him to newer, grander
speculation than the things of earth conjured or the hope of forgiveness
promised. For every reach attained there must be some effort put
forward: for each sin committed an atonement. Self pretending, by others
accepted, saviors and martyrs there had been many, but as time went on
one after another of these conjectured blessings or blind experiments
had been swept aside or lost in the wake of a constantly progressive
manhood, at times cast high upon the billow's crest, again sunken low
into the troughs of despair, yet always guided by a light that shone
singly ahead, against whose halo no discordant voice had as believed
dimmed or dulled the truer harmonies of an eternal, perfectly consistent
God.
Yodogima looked aloft and all around. Peace on earth and good-will
toward men whispered from every nook and cranny. The birds sang it, the
flowers smelled it, the world looked consistent, but the heart discerned
a discordant note. Were death heaven's only beginning, life's sole end?
No, no; it must not be, for I see with closed eyes, hear with muffled
ears, feel without the sense of touch a Kami, whose works neither begin
with worlds nor end in man; an illumination extending from heaven unto
earth. There is no subtler hold than that we know; the things we see are
but the shades of reality. Truth vainly lives apart and is infinite.
Sitting there enveloped, within a world as distinct as sublime, as far
above earth as its canopy is broad, the mystic spell touched and warmed
her as though its complement were at hand. The province of sex fastened
upon her as the sun's rays congeal and expand with each unhindered
contact: communing, Yodogima had been less than human, had worse than
mocked His divinest precept, were the bread and wine passed untasted.
Hideyoshi stood over, the world exacted its decrees, and conformity
offered her an only excuse:
"I hear you," replied she, "am conscious of my obligations, and would
not defy that is. Take me as I am. I'll serve you if Kami commands; let
the law have its way, and make me what you like: in the name of all that
has gone before and that is to be, let me and do you save, too, the
honor of woman."
That night the two-lipped cup once more went round--its never-ending
course--and Yodogima became in law as she was in fact first of
consequence at Hideyoshi's court.
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