You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)Boylesve, René
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You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)
Boylesve, René
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
She found Clotilde alone next day at the lunch-hour, her husband being
almost always late, especially when he had to go to fetch the blinded
man. At last she recognized the voice of the handsome George in the
anteroom, and saw him pushing before him, as a ventriloquist guides his
automaton, a tall young man, neither handsome nor plain, in the uniform
of a captain of light infantry, and with closed eyes. The blinded man
bowed, and clasped the hand that Clotilde laid within his own; George
explained to him that one of their friends was with them, a young
war-widow, Mme. Jacquelin. The blind man also pressed the hand that
Odette extended to him.
He already knew the apartment with minute exactness. He walked to the
table without aid, almost without feeling his way; and recognized each
flower by its perfume; they directed his fingers to the primroses which
have no perfume, and one would have said that his eager fingers
recognized the table decorations as strange little mute personages.
After a brief touch he knew the precise situation of each object; with
the blade of his knife he recognized the nature of the food on his
plate, and cut it adroitly. Possibly he might have been able to help
himself, like others, from the dish presented by the servant, but he was
spared the necessity of this feat by the question: "What do you prefer,
captain?"
He talked freely, almost gayly, though with an evident effort. He
appeared to be intelligent without ever having been cultivated; but
neither his person nor his mind revealed anything remarkable. He would
doubtless have been a man like any other if he had not been blinded.
Odette shuddered on looking at those closed eyelids on the face of a man
in whom one divined, notwithstanding his effort to conceal it, a secret
suffering. Yet his voice was not that of a man who bore a mystery about
with him; his suffering probably did not attain to those higher regions
which a rich imagination transforms into torture-chambers for men
unhappily deprived of the light of day; he did not dream of romantic
sunsets, of the contemplation of the celestial vault, or of Correggio's
sunlight, nor even of the beauty of houris.
As George was offering to his touch the cigars in a box, he whispered in
his ear:
"You have been lunching with a pretty-woman, old fellow, don't you
know?"
"Your wife? I should think so!"
"My wife, yes, but the other one, young, very pretty!"
The blind man seemed to reflect, shook his head and said:
"That always gives pleasure."
"Her husband," George went on, "was killed in the early days----"
"Has she children?" asked the blinded man.
"They had only been married three or four years; they would have
had----"
"Perhaps she loved him too much? That sometimes happens, it appears."
"Yes," said George.
The blinded man turned his closed eyes, like an extinguished lighthouse,
in Odette's direction. He experienced a curious feeling, almost envy, of
the dead man who had been so much beloved.
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