Young Grandison, volume 2 (of 2): A series of letters from young persons to their friendsCambon, Madame de (Maria Geertruida van de Werken)
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Young Grandison, volume 2 (of 2): A series of letters from young persons to their friends
Cambon, Madame de (Maria Geertruida van de Werken)
Conduct of life -- Juvenile literature; Epistolary fiction
You will despise me, Sir.
CHARLES.
No; any one who goes astray, and returns again to virtue, merits our
respect.
LANDBERGEN.
Will you retain any regard for me, when I tell you, that on leaving my
father I stole a small sum he had saved, in order to try my fortune at
cards; I had already lost a great deal of money with the same people,
whom I now wished to play with again.
CHARLES.
Yes, certainly; you weep; those tears do you honour; your heart is not
bad, but it has been too weak to resist the allurements of vice in bad
company.
LANDBERGEN.
Yes, I have acted a base part, and by neglecting my duty, have lost an
eligible employment. And yet I never deliberately did wrong. I have
always intended to reform for I hated myself when I thought a moment;
and shunned my father’s eyes as if I dreaded they would dart death on
me. I frequently ran out, to avoid thought, and forget remorse, at the
gaming-table. Nay, even when I have only gone to take a walk, and
determined not to spend any money, or lose my time, the sight of one of
my companions, a single word, banished all my good resolutions, and I
followed him wherever he chose to lead me.
CHARLES.
The only means to conquer this weakness, is resolutely to determine to
employ yourself, and never to allow your imagination to dwell on scenes
which are likely to inflame it. You were formerly fond of reading, I
hear, and have made some progress in music; return to those rational
employments; visit us when you have finished your daily task; we have
got some new music. I have sometimes heard my tutor advise a young man,
who, like yourself, had a good heart, to frequent the company of modest
women; there are many young ladies at the Hague who will be glad of your
company if you act with propriety: and their society will make you feel
disgust when you mix with young people who have lost the charm of
innocence.
LANDBERGEN.
But can this ever wash out the stain of a false signature?
CHARLES.
Undoubtedly it may; forget this signature, as I shall.
(Saying so, he tore the note.)
See there the small offering which I make to your repentance and return
to virtue. Your father knows nothing of this: let us conceal it from
him.
Landbergen embraced his young benefactor. We both observed that he was
very much moved: he grasped Charles’s hand, and could only say, I owe my
preservation, my peace, to you.
Had you seen, at this moment, your brother, Miss Emilia, you would have
been delighted. The most heart-felt satisfaction seemed painted on his
countenance. We then left the house, and during our walk home, we
endeavoured in vain to raise Landbergen’s spirits; he appeared oppressed
by a sense of his fault.
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