Lady Stanton drove home from that visit with her heart and her eyes
full. She was not intellectual, nor even clever, but a soft creature,
made up of feelings easily touched, not perhaps very profound, nor
likely to obscure to her the necessary course of daily living, but still
true enough and faithful in their way. She might have been able to make
sacrifices had she come in the way of them or found them necessary, but
no such chance of moral devotion had come to her; nor had any teachings
of experience or philosophy of middle age, such as works upon the
majority of us, hardened her soft heart, or swept away the little
romantic impulses, the quick sensibilities of youth. A nature so fresh
indeed was scarcely compatible with much exercise of the intellectual
faculties at all. Lady Stanton rarely read, and never under any
circumstances read anything (of her own will and impulse) which rose
above the most primitive and familiar elements; but on the other hand,
the gentle sentimentalities which she did read went straight to her
heart. She thought Mrs. Hemans the first of poets, and cried her eyes
out over Mr. Dickens’s “Little Nell.” Anything about an unhappy love, or
about a dead child, would move her more than Shakespeare; and she shed
tears as ready as the morning dew. Practically, it is true, she had gone
through a certain amount of experience like other people, and her
everyday life was more or less affected by it; but in her heart Lady
Stanton was still the same Mary Ridley whose gentle being had been
involved in the wildest of tragic stories, even though she had come
down to so commonplace a daily routine now. That story, so long past,
took the place in her being of all the poetry and romance which the most
of us get glorified from the hands of genius; and all her associations
were attached to that one personal episode, which was unparalleled in
life as she knew life. When she read one of the novels which pleased
her, she would compare the situations in it with this; when she lingered
over the vague melodious verses which represented poetry to her, there
was always a little appropriation in her heart of their soft measures to
the dim long past emergency. And now, here it was brought back upon her
by every circumstance that could bring the past near. Her love--was it
her love that was recalled to her? But then there was no love in it
properly so called. She had taken an interest in John Musgrave, her
friend’s brother--always had taken an interest in him; but she had no
right to do so at any time, being betrothed to young Lord Stanton, who,
for his part, had forgotten her for the sake of that dressmaker’s girl
at Penninghame, to whom John Musgrave too had given his heart. What a
complication it was! Mary Ridley, who had a pretty property close to
his, had been destined for Lord Stanton from the beginning of time, and
the boy and girl had lightly acquiesced, and had been happy enough in
the parental arrangement.
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