When she went in, she retired at once upstairs, and announced herself,
through her maid, to have a headache, and had a cup of tea in her own
room, to which her own children, little Fanny and Annie, a pair of
inseparables, came noiselessly like two doves on the wing. Annie and
Fanny liked nothing in the world so much as to get mamma to themselves
like this, in the stillness of her room, with everybody else shut out.
One was ten and the other eleven; they were about the same height, had
the same flowing curly locks of light brown hair, the same rose-tinted
faces, walked in each other’s steps, or rather flew about their little
world of carpeted stairs and passages, together, always in sudden soft
flights--like doves, as we have said, on the wing. “Is your head very
bad, mamma?” they said; and the gentle hypocrite blushed as she replied.
No, it was not very bad; a little quiet would make it quite well. They
took off her “things” for her, and brought her her soft white
dressing-gown, in which she looked like the mother of all the doves, and
let down her hair, which was not much darker, and quite as abundant as
their own--and gave her her cup of tea, thus soothing every tingling
nerve; and by this time Lady Stanton’s head was not bad at all, though
now and then one of them would administer eau-de-cologne or rosewater.
She told them of the children she had seen--little orphans who had no
mother--and the two crept closer to her, to hear of that awful,
incomprehensible desolation, each clasping an arm of hers with two
small, eager hands. To be without a mother! Annie and Fanny held their
breath in reverential silence and pity; but wondered a little that it
was the little boy (“called Nello--what a funny name!”) that mamma spoke
of, not the girl, who was ten (“just the same age as me”).
But not even the sympathy of her children, and the trance of interest
which kept them breathless, could make Lady Stanton speak of the little
girl. Her mother’s face! that face which had taken the best of
everything in existence from Mary Ridley--how could Lady Stanton speak
of it? She made some efforts to get over the feeling, but not with much
success. But the rest restored her, and enabled her to appear, her
headache quite charmed away, and her nerves still, at dinner. She took a
little more care with her toilette than usual, by way of propitiation to
the angry gods. And though Laura and Lydia were not much short of twenty
years younger than their stepmother, it would have been an indifferent
judge who had turned from her to them even in the fresh bloom of their
youth. She came downstairs very conciliatory, ready to make the best of
everything, and to make amends to them for all disloyal thoughts, and
for having cheated them of their drive.
“I hope your head is better, my Lady,” said Laura. “We have been
wondering all the afternoon wherever you had gone.”
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