“Viola, I have saved you from a great peril; not from dishonour only,
but perhaps from death. The Prince di --, under a weak despot and a
venal administration, is a man above the law. He is capable of every
crime; but amongst his passions he has such prudence as belongs to
ambition; if you were not to reconcile yourself to your shame, you would
never enter the world again to tell your tale. The ravisher has no heart
for repentance, but he has a hand that can murder. I have saved you,
Viola. Perhaps you would ask me wherefore?” Zanoni paused, and smiled
mournfully, as he added, “You will not wrong me by the thought that he
who has preserved is not less selfish than he who would have injured.
Orphan, I do not speak to you in the language of your wooers; enough
that I know pity, and am not ungrateful for affection. Why blush, why
tremble at the word? I read your heart while I speak, and I see not
one thought that should give you shame. I say not that you love me yet;
happily, the fancy may be roused long before the heart is touched.
But it has been my fate to fascinate your eye, to influence your
imagination. It is to warn you against what could bring you but sorrow,
as I warned you once to prepare for sorrow itself, that I am now your
guest. The Englishman, Glyndon, loves thee well,--better, perhaps, than
I can ever love; if not worthy of thee, yet, he has but to know thee
more to deserve thee better. He may wed thee, he may bear thee to his
own free and happy land,--the land of thy mother’s kin. Forget me; teach
thyself to return and deserve his love; and I tell thee that thou wilt
be honoured and be happy.”
Viola listened with silent, inexpressible emotion, and burning blushes,
to this strange address, and when he had concluded, she covered her face
with her hands, and wept. And yet, much as his words were calculated to
humble or irritate, to produce indignation or excite shame, those were
not the feelings with which her eyes streamed and her heart swelled. The
woman at that moment was lost in the child; and AS a child, with all its
exacting, craving, yet innocent desire to be loved, weeps in unrebuking
sadness when its affection is thrown austerely back upon itself,--so,
without anger and without shame, wept Viola.
Zanoni contemplated her thus, as her graceful head, shadowed by its
redundant tresses, bent before him; and after a moment’s pause he drew
near to her, and said, in a voice of the most soothing sweetness, and
with a half smile upon his lip,--
“Do you remember, when I told you to struggle for the light, that I
pointed for example to the resolute and earnest tree? I did not tell
you, fair child, to take example by the moth, that would soar to the
star, but falls scorched beside the lamp. Come, I will talk to thee.
This Englishman--”
Viola drew herself away, and wept yet more passionately.
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