“And take care, Monsieur Gervase; take care how you defy _me_!” she
responded, with a strange, quick glance at him. “Do you not realize
what folly you are talking? You are making love to me in the fashion
of a brigand, rather than a nineteenth-century Frenchman of good
standing,--and I--I have to defend myself against you also
brigand-wise, by showing you that I have armed servants within call!
It is very strange,--it would frighten even Lady Fulkeward, and I
think she is not easily frightened. Pray commence your work, and leave
such an out-of-date matter as love to dreamers and pretty
sentimentalists, like Miss Helen Murray.”
He was silent, and busied himself in unstrapping his canvas and
paint-box with a great deal of almost vicious energy. In a few moments
he had gained sufficient composure to look full at her, and taking his
palette in hand, he began dabbing on the colors, talking between
whiles.
“Do you suppose,” he said, keeping his voice carefully subdued, “that
you can intimidate me by showing me a score of wretched black rascals
whom you have placed on guard to defend you out there? And why did you
place them on guard? You must have been afraid of me! _Pardieu!_ I
could snatch you out of their midst, if I chose! You do not know me;
if you did, you would understand that not all the world, armed to the
teeth should balk me of my desires! But I have been too hasty--that I
own,--I can wait.” He raised his eyes and saw that she was listening
with an air of amused indifference. “I shall have to mix strange tints
in your portrait, _ma belle_! It is difficult to find the exact hue of
your skin--there is rose and brown in it; and there is yet another
color which I must evolve while working,--and it is not the hue of
health. It is something dark and suggestive of death; I hope you are
not destined to an early grave! And yet, why not? It is better that a
beautiful woman should die in her beauty than live to become old and
tiresome. …”
“You think that?” interrupted the Ziska suddenly, smiling somewhat
coldly.
“I do, most honestly. Had I lived in the early days of civilization,
when men were allowed to have as many women as they could provide for,
I would have mercifully killed any sweet favorite as soon as her
beauty began to wane. A lovely woman, dead in her first exquisite
youth,--how beautiful a subject for the mind to dwell upon! How it
suggests all manner of poetic fancies and graceful threnodies! But a
woman grown old, who has outlived all passion and is a mere bundle of
fat, or a mummy of skin and bone,--what poetry does her existence
suggest? How can she appeal to art or sentiment? She is a misery to
herself and an eyesore to others. Yes, Princess, believe me,--Love
first, and Death afterwards, are woman’s best friends.”
“You believe in Death?” asked the Princess, looking steadily at him.
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