But, as common sense told him, thinking would not help him, as his
thoughts spun in a circle and always brought him back to the same point.
That point was the meeting with Alice and the weird feelings which
contact with her personality had aroused in him. She belonged to his
life in some way which he could not quite put into words, and he
belonged to hers. They were together and yet apart, but what parted them
it was impossible to say, as the vision had not indicated in detail the
especial sin, or what had led to the commission of that sin. Soon he
would know more--Eberstein had assured him of that. Therefore it would
be best to wait for the knowledge. He had been given light enough in the
darkness of the path to take the next step, and that light revealed
Alice waiting for him to come to her. He was only too willing to do so,
as the feeling that he loved her deeply grew with overwhelming
swiftness. When she knew what was in his heart and he knew what was in
hers, then the next step could be taken. What it might be and where it
would lead to Montrose could not say.
However, the doctor had given him necessary instructions for the moment
in the phrase "Watch and pray!" To watch for the dawning love in Alice
and to pray that he might be worthy of such love seemed to be his task,
and a very delightful task it would be. Therefore Montrose knelt down
and prayed with all his clean heart that every possible blessing might
befall the girl and that, if it was God's will, he might become her
husband to cherish and protect her. Then he went to bed in a peaceful
frame of mind. Sleep came to him almost immediately, but before his eyes
closed he felt that Alice was near him, and knew that in some wordless
manner Alice spoke to him.
"We have much to learn and there is pain in the learning," she
whispered, "but we are together to suffer together."
"Suffering does not matter," said Montrose, as in a dream, "we are
together!"
CHAPTER VIII
LOVE'S YOUNG DREAM
After the storm comes the calm, and when trouble has endured for a
season peace descends to refresh the exhausted soul. Montrose had
suffered a great deal during the five-and-twenty years of his present
life, and it was time that he should enjoy a rest. Ever since he could
remember, dark clouds had enshrouded him, and with a fainting heart he
had groped his way through the gloom. The meeting with Eberstein had
been the end of sorrow and the beginning of joy, for the doctor had
bidden him raise his eyes to the hills made glorious by the rising sun.
With the legacy of Lady Staunton the dawn had come, but only when he met
Alice did Montrose feel that the sun was above the horizon. As by magic
the darkness was swept away, and now he walked in golden sunshine, no
longer alone. She was beside him, and he wondered how he could have
endured life without her dear presence. For the next three weeks he was
in heaven rather than on earth.