When he entered--for all the world like an old grey wolf--for his
troubles had aged him--Brenda came forward with a look of astonishment
in her eyes. Usually her father was not so attentive as to pay her a
visit; and she could not conjecture the meaning of the tender
expression on his face. As a matter of fact Mr. Scarse was realizing
for the first time that this tall, beautiful girl was his daughter.
But she could not divine this, and her welcome to him was, as usual,
quite cold.
"How are you, father?" she said, kissing him in a conventional way. "I
am glad to see you, but I expected Harold, and was quite astonished
when you came in."
"And disappointed too, I suppose," said Scarse, in a low voice.
Something in his tone struck her sensitive ear as unusual. "No, I am
glad to see you," she repeated, "but--but--but, you know, father,
there was never much love lost between us."
"Ah, Brenda, I fear that too much love has been lost. I wish to speak
openly and seriously to you, Brenda"--he looked at her piteously--"but
I don't know how to begin."
"Are you not well, father?"
"Yes, yes, I am quite well," he replied, leaning on her shoulder as
she led him to the sofa. "But I'm worried, dear, worried. Sit down
here."
"Worried--what about?" She sat down, but could not as yet grasp the
situation. It was so novel, so unexpected.
"About you--about myself. My dear, I have not been a good father to
you."
Brenda stared. Were the heavens going to fall? So astonished was she
by this wholly unexpected show of tenderness that she could make no
answer. He looked at her anxiously and continued, "I fear I have been
so engrossed by my duty to my country that I have forgotten my duty to
you, my child. I should not have left you so long at school away from
me. No wonder you have so little affection for me. I am not much more
than a name to you. But I see now how wrong I have been, Brenda dear,
and I want to do my best to make amends to you. You will let me?"
"Father!" she cried, all her warm and generous heart going out to him
in his penitence. She threw her arms round his neck. "Don't say any
more, dear. I have to ask your forgiveness too, for I have not been
all a daughter should be to you."
"Ah, Brenda, it is my fault. I kept you from me. But that shall not be
now, dear. I have found my daughter and I will keep her. Kiss me,
Brenda."
She kissed him, and her eyes filled with tears. In that moment of joy
in finding her father she forgot even Harold. These words of
tenderness were balm to her aching heart, and, too deeply moved
to speak, she wept on his shoulder. Henceforth she would be
different--everything would be different. And the man himself was
scarcely less moved.
"How foolish I have been, Brenda. I have lost the substance for the
shadow."
"No, no, father. I love you. I have always loved you. But I thought
you did not care for me."
"I care for you now, Brenda. Hush, hush, do not cry, child."