"My cousin, by the girl who said that she loved me. After that, after
that--" he flung himself down on the broken chair, and gnawed his
fingers.
"She never loved you," said Elspeth with a tremor in her voice, and a
high colour in her cheeks.
"How do you know?"
"I have seen her. A doll, a soulless woman, a selfish girl. She could
never love a man as a man ought to be loved. Do you think that I would
have doubted you, that I----" here she became conscious that she was
revealing her secret, and became violently red.
Mrs. Kind touched Herries' arm.
"I told you so," said she in an undertone. "What do you think now?"
Herries sat mute with loosely clasped hands, and stared at the
shrinking girl. Elspeth was clinging to the caravan wall, utterly
confused, and although her face was turned away, she felt that the
eyes of the man she loved were upon her, striving, as it were, to read
her very soul. And why should he not, since that soul was clean and
pure, and ready to give itself to this man, who was under the ban of
the law. As the knowledge of this came to her, she lifted her head
proudly and sent a glance in the direction of Herries, which showed
plainly all she thought, all she was trying to conceal.
"Good God," murmured Herries under his breath, and hid his face in his
hands. "What have I done to deserve love like this?"
In a flash he comprehended the nobility of the girl, servant though
she was. He recalled how she had aided him to escape, how she had
searched out this place of refuge, how her eyes never left his face,
and how she seemed to hang on his words. Hitherto he had been blind,
but now in a hundred ways he knew that this poor, shabbily-clothed
drudge loved him with surpassing strength. He raised his eyes to look
at her delicate face, at her beautifully poised head, and into her
wonderful eyes, pools of liquid light, irradiated by purity, and by a
love half wifely, half maternal. She was Gowrie's daughter, according
to Kind, but he could see nothing of Gowrie in her. In looks and
nature and principles she was as far removed from that easy-going old
sinner, as the earth was from the sun. All that was of her was
beautiful and gracious. She needed but love and care and artistic
surroundings to blossom out into a lovely, serene, radiant woman. He
had been blind not to have seen this before. He had never dreamed that
she loved him. But Mrs. Kind had opened his eyes to a certain extent,
being woman enough to read Elspeth's secret. Now the single glance
from the girl's soulful eyes revealed everything. She loved him,
adored him, him the outcast, the accused murderer, the man on whom
Fortune had turned a chilly back.
"I never thought of this," said Herries, raising himself with some
difficulty, for his tumult of thoughts made him weak. "Elspeth!"
"No!" she flung out her hands, and her face flamed, "say nothing. I
am--I am--your friend."