"No; you fulfil your part of the bargain admirably," she said
scornfully.
"Then you can ask no more of me. I shall not return to the Manor House
with you to hold an ignominious position. Our mutual ends are
accomplished: let us part."
"Do you intend to leave me, then?" she asked, feeling herself at a
disadvantage.
"I do. I shall go to London--perhaps even abroad. At all events, I
intend to lead my own life."
"But think of the position I shall be placed in."
"Think of the position I am placed in," he replied emphatically.
"People will talk if you leave me so soon after our marriage."
"I must leave you to make the best excuses you can; the position is of
your own making. You can say that my health is bad, or that the doctor
has ordered me abroad. I'll pay you a visit every now and then to keep
up appearances. More you cannot ask of me--more I am not disposed to
grant."
Olive rose and struck the table with her open hand.
"I protest against your attitude," she cried indignantly.
"As I do against yours."
"You are not treating me fairly," she said, keeping back her tears
with an effort.
"As fairly as you treat me, surely?"
"If I agree to be your wife, if I----"
"No," he interrupted. "I prefer matters to remain as they are. It is
useless to feign what we neither of us feel."
Having so far humiliated herself, Olive was not prepared to go
further. She realized that his position was every whit as strong as
her own. She could resent his behaviour in no way, seeing that the
original compact was of her own making. Dismayed at the predicament in
which she found herself, she retired to her room to consider what she
should do. Finally, she determined that, should he leave her, she
would go to London for a few months. Mrs. Purcell was on her way to
England, and had expressed her intention of taking a house in London.
The old lady would gladly have her to stay with her; perhaps she might
even invite Tui to join them. She would blind the Casterwell people,
at all events; they would not know that Angus had left her so soon. It
was the only possible solution she could think of.
That evening she dined in her room. She had no fancy for a renewal of
the discussion. It could avail her nothing. If her husband had made up
his mind to go, go he would; all she could say or do would not serve
to deter him. Silence was the only dignified course open to her. So
she brought to bear upon herself as much of her little stock of
philosophy as she could muster. But she had to confess it was poor
consolation. She felt lonely and very miserable.