A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer — John Locke — John Shaqi
A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
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“Well, you see, ladies, you are in the position of Southerners sent
south. The policy of the Government encourages the sending of all
Southerners in Maryland south to stay. I am only explaining, that you
may understand that it may be difficult for me to assist you, in spite
of my willingness to do so. I can not send you back without authority
from General Fish. I will telegraph to him at once, and do my best for
you. My orderly will see you back to the tavern. And I will notify you
when I hear from General Fish.”
So we returned to the reception-room of the tavern. Among the groups
thronging the tavern were a few graycoats who had been captured the day
before. One of these prisoners, a tall, handsome man, walked restlessly
up and down the room where we sat, his guard keeping watch on him. As
he passed back and forth I looked at him sorrowfully, putting into my
eyes all the sympathy and encouragement I dared.
There was something in his look when he returned mine that made me
think he wanted to speak to me. Every time he passed I thought I saw
his eyes growing more and more wistful under their drooping lids.
Without seeming to notice him I moved about the room until I got to
a window which was in the line of his restless beat. I stood there,
my back turned to him, apparently looking out of the window, until I
disarmed the suspicion of the guard. Then I settled down into a seat,
my side to the window, my back to the guard, my face to the prisoner
when the turn in his beat brought him toward me. A swift glance showed
him that I was on the alert. Not a muscle of his face changed--he was
facing the guard--but when he turned and came back, as he passed me he
dropped these words.
“Going south?”
He walked to the end of the room and turned. Coming back, he faced me
and the guard. As he passed I said:
“Yes.”
When he came back, he said--always with his head drooped and speaking
below his breath and so that his lips could hardly be seen to move:
“Take a message?”
When he passed back I said:
“Yes.”
Returning: “Get word to Governor Vance of North Carolina----”
To the end of his beat, turning and passing again in silence, then as
he walked with his back to the guard:
“You saw Charlie Vance here----”
To the end of beat one way, to the end another, and back again:
“Prisoner--captured in fight yesterday----”
Several beats back and forth in silence, then:
“Carried north----”
Again:
“Don’t know where.”
This was the last he had opportunity to say. I saw the orderly coming
in. Before Lieutenant Vance was near enough to catch another word from
me, the orderly stood before me, a telegram in his hand. It was from
General Fish to General Kelly:
“The ladies were sent south at their own request. I decline
further connection with the matter.”
“Why--why,” I cried in desperation, “we can’t go south, we can’t go
north, and we can’t stay here!”