Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2
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“One verse to-night will be enough.” Opening her Bible at random she
read, “And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that
tribulation worketh patience.” Eagerly closing the volume she knelt down
smiling. “Oh do let tribulation work patience in me,” she murmured,
blushing, and got up staring gladly at the wall behind her bed. Shaking
her pillow lengthwise against the ironwork head of the bed, she
established herself with the bed-clothes neatly arranged, sitting up to
read Harriett’s letter before turning out the gas:
“Toosday morning--You’ve not gone yet, old tooral-ooral, but I’m writing
this because I know you’ll feel blue this evening, to tell you not to.
Becos, it’s _no_ time to Easter and becos here’s a great piece of news.
The last of the Neville Subscription Dances comes in the Easter holidays
and _you’re to come_. D’ye ’_ear_, Liza? Gerald says if you can’t stump
up he’s going to get you a ticket, and anyhow you’ve got to come. You’ll
enjoy it just as much as you did the first and probably more, because
most of the same people will be there. So Goodni’. Mind the lamp-post.
Harry. P.S.--Heaps of love, old silly. You’re just the same. It’s no
bally good pretending you’re not.”
Miriam felt her heart writhe in her breast. “Get thee behind me, Harry,”
she said, pushing the letter under the pillow and kneeling up to turn
out the gas. When she lay down again her mind was rushing on by
itself....
4
Harry doesn’t realise a bit how short holidays are. Easter--nothing.
Just one dance and never seeing the people again. I was right just now.
I was on the right track then. I must get back to that. It’s no good
giving way right or left; I must make a beginning of my own life.... I
wish I had been called “Patience” and had thin features.... Adam Street,
Adelphi.... “Now do you want to be dancing out there with one of those
young fellows, my dear girl--No? That’s a very good thing for me. I’m an
old buffer who can’t manage more than every other dance or so. But if
you do me the honour of sitting here while those young barbarians romp
their Lancers?... Ah, that is excellent--I want you to talk to me. You
needn’t mind me. Hey? What? I’ve known that young would-be
brother-in-law of yours for many years and this evening I’ve been
watching your face. Do you mind that, dear girl, that I’ve watched your
face? In all homage. I’m a staunch worshipper of womanhood. I’ve seen
rough life as well as suave. I’m an old gold-digger--Ustralia took many
years of my life; but it never robbed me of my homage for women....
“That’s a mystery to me. How you’ve allowed your young sister to
overhaul you. Perhaps you have a Corydon hidden away somewhere--or don’t
think favourably of the bonds of matrimony? Is that it?