Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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Here on their tree-encircled rink they were together all day as in a
room. Passing and re-passing each other all day long. Held together by
the enchantment of this continuous gliding. Everyone seemed to be
gliding easily about. Only here and there a beginner shuffled along with
outstretched jerking arms and anxious face. It was skating escaped from
the niggardly opportunities of England and grown perfect. Long sweeping
curves; dreaming eyes seraphic, even the sternest betrayed by the
enchantment in their eyes. There were many of these in this English
crowd. Many who knew there was absurdity in the picture of grown persons
sweeping gravely about for hours on end. Only a great enchantment could
keep them in countenance and keep them going on. Envy approached and
stared her in the face. But only for a moment. She could skate, rather
better than the beginners. In a day or two she could be sweeping
enchantedly about. It was a temptation answered before it presented
itself, only presenting itself because it could move more quickly than
thought: to be racing about on a sled was a reckless flouting of the
prescribed programme, but innocent, begun in forgetfulness. To have come
and seen, to sit and stroll about each day just seeing, would have been
joy enough.
But when she looked across from the grey crowded rink and its belt of
ragged bare trees to the mountains standing in full sunlight and filling
half the opposite sky and saw away above the pinewoods ascending beyond
the little bridge the distant high white saddle of the pass with its
twin peaks rising on either side—they startled her with their heightened
beauty. These enchanted skaters, cooped upon their sunk enclosure had
enlivened the surrounding scene not only by bringing forgetfulness of
it, but because she knew the secret of their bliss, had shared long ago
the experience that kept them confined here all day.
Gliding, as if forever; the feeling, coming even with the first
uncertain balance, of breaking through into an eternal way of being. In
all games it was there, changing the aspect of life, making friends
dearer, making even those actually disliked dear, as long as they were
within the rhythm of the game. In dancing it was there. But most
strongly that sense of being in an eternal way of living had come with
skating in the foggy English frost. And this it must be that kept all
these English eagerly and shamelessly fooling about on bladed feet;
eternal life.