The mill of silence — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill of silence
John Stuart Mill · en
We found Dolly standing under the piazza of Covent Garden market. She
made no movement toward us until we were close upon her, and then she
greeted us with a shy wriggle and a little blush. She was very
daintily dressed, with a fur tippet about her throat, and looked as
pretty as a young Hebe.
“Oh,” she said, “I didn’t suppose you would come, too, Mr. Trender.”
“There!” I cried to Duke, with perfect good nature. “I told you I
should be in the way.”
“Nonsense!” he said. “Miss Mellison didn’t mean it like that, did you,
Dolly?”
“Didn’t I? You see how he answers for me, Mr. Trender?” And she turned
half from him with a rosy pout.
“Come!” I cried gayly. “I’ll risk it. I do not believe you’ve the
heart to be cruel, Miss Mellison.”
“Thank you for the surname, and also for telling me I’m heartless.”
“You can’t be that as long as mine goes a-begging,” I said,
impudently.
She peeped up at me roguishly from under her long lashes and shook her
head.
“Come,” said Duke, impatiently; “what are we going to do? Don’t let’s
stand chattering here all day.”
“I’ll tell you,” I cried in a sudden reckless flush of extravagance.
“Aren’t there pretty places on the Thames one can get to from here?”
“Oh, plenty,” said Duke, dryly, “if one goes by train.”
“Then let’s go and make a pleasant water party of it.”
He shook his head with a set of the lips.
“Those are rare treats,” he said. “Our sort can’t afford such jinks
except after a deal of saving.”
“I don’t want you to,” said I. “It’s my business and you’re to come as
my guests.”
“Oh, nonsense,” he said, sharply; “we can’t do that.”
“Please speak for yourself, Mr. Straw,” said Dolly. I had noticed her
eyes shine at the mere prospect. “If Mr. Trender is so kind as to
offer, and can afford it, I’m sure, I, for one, don’t intend to
disappoint him.”
“Can he afford it?” said Duke, doggedly.
“I shouldn’t propose it if I couldn’t,” said I, very much on the high
horse.
“Of course you wouldn’t,” said Dolly. “I wonder at you, Mr. Straw, for
being so insulting.”
“Very well,” said Duke, “I meant it for the best; but let’s be off.
I’m for a shallop in Arcady, with Pleasure in a pork-pie hat (it’s
very pretty, Dolly) at the helm.”
We went down to Richmond by train, and Duke--good fellow that he
was--made a merry company of us. If he felt any soreness over his
rebuff he hid it out of sight most effectually.
It was early in November--a beautiful, sparkling morning, and the
river bore a fairish sprinkling of pleasure craft on its silvery
stretches.
We were neither of us great oarsmen and at first made but poor way,
owing to a tendency Duke of the iron sinews showed to pulling me
completely round. But presently we got into a more presentable swing
and fore-reached even upon a skiff or two whose occupants had treated
us to some good-humored chaff upon our starting.
“Woa!” cried Duke. “This pulling is harder than pulling proofs, Renny.
Let’s stop by the bank and rest a bit.”