The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
John Stuart Mill · en
On the afternoon following Alice Lorraine’s strange adventure, Mr.
Langley sat at his study window gazing out over the pickets of the
paling towards the bushes and scrub trees which marked the line of
the river, but which, being mainly oaks, still hid the stream itself
from view. He was ready for Sunday even to the point of having tidied
his desk so that it looked unfamiliar. He was conscious--vaguely
conscious--of working better and more easily of late--with more spirit.
It might be that it was only a sort of rebound after the period of
depression into which he had fallen when someone had reminded him of
the fact that Ella May, whom he had always thought of as a little
girl, would now have been a woman grown, older than her mother had
been at her birth, and he had lost the child-companion of his thoughts
and wanderings. Even so, something must have happened from without
himself to pull him out of that slough. That something was, of course,
connected with his wife’s new interest in life--at least in so much of
life as was represented by the other Miller girl.
It was probably recollection of Anna that made him think at first
glance that the figure coming along the avenue at a distance beyond
the lane was Anna, but, looking again, he saw that it was someone
else--one of the grammar school children, he fancied, though he
couldn’t seem to place her. He didn’t try long, for as his eyes dwelt
upon that particular spot, something disconcerting came suddenly to
him. Last evening as he had walked slowly homewards just before full
darkness, he had looked up at this point to see approaching him the
figures of a man and woman or youth and maiden whom one glance showed
to be intensely interested in one another or in a common subject and
who seemed to be strangers to him. Then he had utterly forgotten them.
For he had been arrested by a loud chattering in a tree at the roadside
and had gone to see why a squirrel should be awake at that time of day.
Then, walking on, he had met Alice Lorraine. She was alone, but--the
minister shook his head. It seemed now to him that the figure of the
girl he had seen walking with the strange man was Alice Lorraine.
And yet--it couldn’t be. The man and woman weren’t figments of his
imagination, he was sure of that. They must, however, have turned back
at that point for some reason. And quite likely he had stood looking
for and calling to the squirrel longer than he had realised and Alice
had come along meantime.
The click of his gate recalled his thoughts sharply. On a sudden the
man sat erect and stared--almost glared at the strange yet familiar
figure he saw coming slowly up the flagged walk. For an instant he
could not believe it--could not credit the evidence of his eyes. Then
he recollected the preceding Saturday and--O, that sermon of Sunday!
And he groaned within his heart. Had that child been so affected as
to sacrifice her vanity thus? It was worse than absurd. It was cruel,
monstrous!