Windmills: A book of fables — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Windmills: A book of fables
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But a day or two later I found upon the grave a pretty wreath of wild
flowers, and that evening under a hedge I came on a little girl, who
was crying softly to herself. I had not seen her before and was puzzled
to know where she came from. She said her name was Audrey and she lived
at the next farm, where they were very unkind to her, and she used to
meet the old man in the fields and he was very nice to her, and when
she heard he was dead she wanted to die too. The men on the farm were
rough and dirty, and the women were all spiteful and suspicious.
When I asked her if she had put the wreath on my old friend’s grave,
she was frightened and made me promise not to tell anyone. Of course I
promised, and I took her home. As we parted we engaged to meet again in
the wood half-way between our two houses.
VII: SLAVERY
In my own country I have often remarked the cruel lack of consideration
with which women treat their servants, but here I was appalled by the
bland inhumanity of the conduct of these women toward myself. I was
given no wages and no liberty. (I could not keep my engagement with
Audrey.) I was a hind, and lived in horror of the degradation into
which I saw that I must sink. Day after day of the cruel work of the
fields brought me to a torpid condition in which I could but blindly
obey the orders given me when I returned home. Especially I dreaded
the evenings on those days when the mistress of the house went to the
district stores, for she always returned out of temper and found fault
with everything I did. Also, when she was out of temper, her readings
from the Book of Christmas were twice as long as usual.
I was some weeks in this melancholy condition, not knowing how I could
make my escape and indeed despairing of it, when I was sent on a
message to the next farm. On the way back I met Audrey, at the sight of
whose young beauty I forgot the despair which latterly had seized me.
I rushed to her and caught her up in my arms and kissed her. Thereupon
she said she would never go back, but would stay with me forever. I
could not deny her, for I had found in her the incentive which I had
lost in my growing indifference to my fate. She was but a child, and
the only gracious being I had met in this ill-fated country. Hand
in hand we wandered until dusk, when I hid her in the hay-loft and
returned to my duties.