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Sometimes he moaned gently. He sat like this all day, refusing to talk
to anybody, or to eat anything, or to be comforted. The farmer's wife
told us that the day before a shell had hit his cottage and killed his
horse. He was the village carrier. The horse was perhaps as old as
himself--as horses' years are measured--still it had been his companion
and means of livelihood, and now it was taken from him. He could not
understand it all--why the shell had come to wreck his home and kill
his horse. He just sat there moaning and staring before him. We turned
away. Neither we nor the farmer's wife could do anything. But with
the weeping woman at the table it might be different. The farmer's
wife thought that we, being British officers, could do something. She
brought the woman up to us and she told us her tale. Her husband, it
seemed, had been hit by a bullet while working in his field. He now
lay out there wounded. She could not say she was sure if he was dead,
but could we go and get him in. They had fired at her when she tried
to go out to him. It was terrible to feel he was still lying there. We
asked where the field was and then looked at each other helplessly.
It lay in no man's land, between ours and the German lines. Perhaps
at night, but for the rest of the day, no--we could do nothing. While
we were drinking our soup two more refugees came in: a broken-looking
middle-aged peasant, with red-rimmed eyes and thin shambling legs, and
his wife. He was clinging round his wife's neck, tears pouring from
the red-rimmed eyes. He, too, like the old peasant by the stove, was
speechless; his wife told us that the Germans had taken him and made
him march in front of them for three days.
She repeated the words "_trois jours_," her voice shaking with passion.
The farmer's wife set the couple at the table and gave them soup from
the pot. I wondered that she, too, did not join in the general weeping;
but she went quietly and sadly about her work, saying little, giving
food and drink to the afflicted people who had come to her kitchen,
tending her pots and pans and fire. She asked no questions about the
enemy, where they were or when we should drive them from the farm. She
showed no signs of the night of terror she must have passed as the
fight raged about her house. It was as though she stood for the spirit
of France, proud to suffer for her country, confident in the prowess of
her men, and patient and undoubting that they would succeed.