“No, my dear, I don’t. Why should we? We were meant to be happy. It’s
only folly or wickedness--either in ourselves or other people--that
brings unhappiness ...”--and, stumbling along after the thread of his
thought,--“and, it seems to me that if we keep ourselves up to the
pitch of deserving happiness, whatever happens outside us cannot take
it from us. Troubles may come. Not many folks get through life without
them, and they don’t turn out the best folks as a rule. But if we
remain to one another what we are now, we shall be proof against them
all and they won’t hurt us.... In other words, my child, it is not
outward circumstance that counts, but our own inner feelings.”
“Yes! I’m feeling all that, and more and more every day.... If this
horrid war goes on do you think you will really be called up? I thought
the London Scottish and the rest were only for home-defence.”
“I wish to goodness we knew just how things stand. If it’s going to be
a life-and-death struggle England must do her proper share. Compared
with the armies over here ours is trifling,--in point of numbers, I
mean. As far as it goes it’s probably better than any of them. But it’s
very very small in comparison with their millions. And numbers tell.
There may be a national call for volunteers. If it comes you wouldn’t
have me shirk it?”
“No ... but oh, I wish it might not come,” and she pressed his arm
closer against her heart.
The Kursaal concerts, costing at the lowest one franc each, were beyond
them of course. So in the soft autumnal evenings they spent most of
their time on the quais outside the gardens, sitting when a seat was
obtainable, wandering along with the rest, leaning over the railings,
with the dark lake stretching from under their feet away into the
infinitude of night. There they could hear the music quite as well as
the wealthier folk inside, and without a doubt enjoyed it more than any
of them.
The sunsets were wonderful beyond words. The evening star hung like a
jewel in the afterglow and twinkled at itself in the smooth mirror
below. Then the summer lightning played fitfully over the further
hills and set the lake, and the bayonets of the quai-patrol that
guarded them from invasion, shimmering and gleaming, and looked so like
menacing signals that their thoughts turned constantly to the fact that
somewhere over there the world was dreadfully at war.
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