“Cheer up, John,” he would exhort. “There’s a lot of life and work in
you yet----”
“I feel sometimes as if I’d like to go to sleep and never wake up
again.”
“I know. I’ve been there, but I’m glad now that I thought better of it
and waked up as usual. Things’ll pull round all right. Darkest hour
before the dawn, you know.”
“That’s the trouble. It’s all dark and I see no dawn.”
“It’s there all the same, man. Thousands of other men feeling just
same, but you’ll all come up smiling again in the end.”
But he was harder to beguile of his morbidity than his wife. And,
indeed, with a carefully-built business crumbled to nothing at a
stroke, and five-and-fifty years behind him, it was not easy to regard
the future with much confidence. It was not to be wondered at that
he was terribly depressed, and at times a little irritable. Life was
touching him on the raw, and he found it hard to bear.
“Well, we’ll have tea,” said Auntie Mitt, breaking the half-hour’s
silence and ringing the bell. “I hoped Sir Anthony would be in by this
time. Perhaps he will bring us some good news from town.”
“I’ve almost lost the expectation of hearing good news,” said Mrs Dare.
“It would be a refreshing novelty to hear something cheerful again.”
“We must never lose hope, my dear. While there’s life,--you know.”
“That’s just it. I can’t help fearing he’s dead all this time----”
“Who, my dear? Sir Anthony?”
“I was thinking of Con. He’s in my thoughts all the time.”
“Sir Anthony seems to feel certain he will be all right. If--if the
worst had happened, he says, we should certainly have heard before
this.”
But Mrs Dare shook her head. “I don’t know. This war seems different
from any other war. They do such dreadful things. They seem to respect
nobody.”
“They are certainly behaving very badly, if one can believe all the
papers say. I sometimes think they exaggerate a little, you know,--make
the worst of things and the best, just as they think it will please
people. The papers are very different from what I remember them.”
“They have changed a bit in the last seventy years or so, haven’t they,
Auntie Mitt?” said the Colonel, who had come quietly in behind the maid
with the tea-tray.
“Oh--Sir Anthony! Seventy years! They have changed terribly in the last
twenty years.”
“Of course they have. When you and I first knew them---- Thanks!” as
she thrust a cup of tea at him.
“Any good news?” asked Mrs Dare.
“In the papers--none. Confidentially, I hear that the tide is about to
turn. They’re not to get to Paris anyway.”
“I’m glad of that. It would have been hateful. They would have crowed
so. And Paris has suffered from them before. What is going to happen?”
“Oh, having drawn them on, now we’re going to roll them back.”
“Wouldn’t it have been better to keep them out?”
“Yes, if we could have done so, but we couldn’t. They were too strong
for us. But we’ve been getting stronger every day and now we’re going
to turn and rend them.”
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