But the keenness of the draft for the front could not prevent a certain
heaviness of heart in those at home. The very necessity and the urgency
of the call induced forebodings as to the future. The First Battalion
had made a record. The draft would be emulous to live up to it. Not one
of them, as they helped the happy warriors in their preparations and
kept strong and cheerful faces over it all, but felt that they were
most likely parting with the boys for good, and that when the good-byes
were said they might well be the last ones.
Mrs Dare especially felt bruised to the heart’s core. Con gone, and
lying wounded somewhere,--and undoubtedly sorely wounded, for they
had never had a line from himself yet. Ray out there in the thick
of it, and any moment might bring word of his death. And now Noel
plunging into the mêlée with a joyous zest such as he had never shown
for anything in life before. And Alma and Lois on the tenterhooks of
ceaseless anxiety. It was a time that kept the women-folk much upon
their knees, and their hearts welled with unuttered prayers as they
went about their daily work.
A time, however, that was not without its compensations. If anxieties
filled the air, all hearts were opened to one another in amazingly
un-English fashion. Men with whom Mr Dare had had no acquaintance, made
a point of coming up to him and congratulating him on his son-in-law’s
safety in that hot night at Messines.
They expressed their sympathy in the matter of Con and hoped he
would soon have better news, and spoke admiringly of Noel’s pluck in
volunteering so speedily for the front.
And everywhere Mrs Dare and Lois and the girls went it was the same.
The frigid angularities of the British character were everywhere broken
down. The touch of common feeling evoked a new spirit of national
kinship. What touched one touched all. But in varying degree. Pleasant
and helpful as it was to experience this new feeling of kindliness and
sympathy in the air, the hearts most vitally affected alone knew how
sorely the war was bruising them.
But, as Alma said, whenever she could rush away from her patients for
a breath of home, “Work is the only thing to keep one’s thoughts off
one’s troubles, and it doesn’t pay to dwell on them. Here’s another
letter from Robert Grant. He says Con is progressing and hints that
there is a chance of his being exchanged as soon as he can travel. I do
wish we could hear from himself, if it was only just a word. I can’t
help fearing he’s more hurt than Mr Grant tells us.”
“It’s a great comfort to know that he’s alive, my dear,” said Mrs Dare,
“--when so many have gone for good.”
“Oh, it is. I assure you I am grateful, Mother. And yet I can’t help
longing for just that one word from himself. If he only signed his
letters even, it would be something.”
“We must be thankful for the smallest sparing mercy in these days. It
seems incredible that any of them should come back alive when one reads
the accounts of the fighting.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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