Alma at St Barnabas’s, and Mrs Dare at The Red House each received
a brief note from Con, from Southampton, saying he was leaving
immediately but was not permitted to say more.
He seemed in the best of spirits and said he had plenty to do. After
that the vail of war fell between him and them, and to them was left
the harder task of possessing their souls in hope, with such patient
endurance as they could draw from higher hidden sources. Both,
however,--Alma in her crowded ward, and Mrs Dare in the less strenuous
and so the more meditative sphere of home,--went about their daily
tasks with tranquil faces which permitted no sign to show of the fears
that might be in them. It was their quiet part in the crisis to give of
their best and suffer in silence, as it was the part of the millions of
other women similarly circumstanced.
Mr Dare had perhaps the heaviest burden to bear at this time, and in
spite of his attempts at cheerfulness the weight of it was apparent in
him. His business at a deadlock, valued customers urgently claiming
the fulfilment of contracts, the goods they wanted hermetically sealed
within the flaming borders of Germany and Austria, accounts for goods
sent to those countries falling due, and no money forthcoming from
abroad to meet them. No wonder he looked harassed and aged, and at
times grew somewhat irritable under the strain.
What his wife was to him in those days none but he knew,--not even Mrs
Dare herself in full. In her own quiet fashion she would at times draw
him gently on to unburden himself to her in a way that would have been
impossible to anyone else, and her great good sense would seek out the
hopeful possibilities and tone down the asperities of life. And when
things were past speaking about she would show, by her silent sympathy
and brave face, that she understood but still had faith in the future.
But for an unusually alert and active business man to find himself,
without warning, plunged suddenly into a perfect morass of
difficulties, for which no blame attached to anyone save to the blind
precipitancy of untoward circumstance;--to find himself helplessly idle
where his days had always been briskly over-full,--it was enough to
drive any man off his balance, and in some cases it did.
He went down to St Mary Axe each morning and stopped there all day in
gloomy exasperation. He explained his situation to irritated clamourers
for goods till he grew sick of explaining. He was grateful when release
came at night; and in the night he lay awake at times and hugged
to himself the few precious hours which still intervened before he
must shoulder his burden again. Sunday he looked forward to, all the
week long, as a dies non when business matters ceased perforce from
troubling and his weary soul could take its rest. He longed for weeks
of Sundays. At times, in his utter weariness, the thought of the final
unbroken rest made infinite appeal to him.
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