‘Yes,’ he answered, ‘to-morrow is my field night, as you call it,
farmer. I hope it may prove a harvest field.’
‘Now, just tell me how you do it, lad,’ said the old man. ‘Do you lie
awake of nights, and make up all you’re going to say, or do you wait
till the people are before you, and then just tell ’em what’s in your
mind? I’m curious to know, for your flow of words is wonderful, and I
can’t understand how any man can talk for two mortal hours as you did
last Wednesday, unless he’s stored it all up beforehand. It beats me
altogether. I never heard the like before.’
He had got Hugh astride his hobby, and the young man found his tongue
at once.
‘Oh, Mr Llewellyn, if you loved the people as I do, you would find it
quite as easy as talking to your family at home. I do think of what I
wish to say to them; sometimes the thought walks with me, as you might
say, all day long; but I seldom use the words I’ve been dreaming of. I
go to the spot with my mind full of some set speech, but when I see
the people who wait for me--all of them old neighbours or children whom
I’ve seen grow up amongst us--and most of them dear friends, I feel as
if my very soul went out to meet them, yearning to gather them all safe
into the fold. The words in which to warn and entreat them come too
quick then to my lips for utterance, and sometimes I’ve had to swallow
down my sobs before I could find a voice with which to speak. The
difficulty is _not_ to speak, Mr Llewellyn. The hard part is to keep
silence, when one sees so many whom one loves living for nothing but to
eat and to drink, and as if there were no God in the world.’
The farmer and his wife had been regarding Hugh Owen during this speech
with open-eyed amazement--Nell, with a scared look, half fear and half
annoyance.
‘Eh, lad,’ said Mr Llewellyn, ‘but it’s a rare gift, and you’ve got it,
there’s no doubt of that. But as for living to eat and drink, we must
do it, or we shouldn’t live at all, and we do it for others as well as
ourselves. What would become of my missus there, and Nell now for the
matter of that, if I didn’t see after the ploughing and reaping, and
wife after the dairy and the bakehouse. We’d all be dead of starvation
by the end of the year if I took to preaching in the fields like you,
instead of farming them.’
‘Indeed, yes, Mr Llewellyn, you quite mistake if you think I consider
it part of religion to neglect the work we have been given to do. But
we can live to God and do our duty at one and the same time. It seems
so difficult to me,’ continued the young enthusiast, as he flung his
hair off his brow, and lifted his dark eyes to Nell’s face, ‘to live in
the country, surrounded by God’s works, and _not_ remember Him. Why,
a countryside like Usk is a continual church-going. Every leafy tree
is a cathedral--the flowery meadows are altar carpets--each wild bird
singing in its thankfulness a chorister. God’s face is reflected in the
least of His works. How can we look at them and forget Him?’
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