world! But which is better, to be rejected of men to-day or of God in
the days to come?--to endure a little scorn and contumely now, in a
life which can only last at the best for a few years, or to be shut
out from God’s love for ever? Think, my dearest friends, of what His
love _for ever_ means! For ever and for ever and for ever!--without
sorrow, or sickness, or sin--wrapped in the arms of His boundless mercy
and protection for all time, and then compare it with the paltry gain
of keeping the good opinion of your neighbour here below--one, who
probably (if the truth were known) has sinned in like proportion with
yourself! If I could only make you realise what God’s love is like,
you would, in order to gain it, throw all earthly consideration to the
winds and think of Him and of Him only! He loves you as no mortal man
can ever love you, and He hates a liar. He has said He will have none
of them--that if men will not confess their sins before the world, He
will not number them with His elect in heaven; and this confessing
includes--’
But here Hugh Owen’s discourse was interrupted by a shrill scream, as
Nell Llewellyn fell back in her mother’s arms in a fit of violent
hysterics. Of course everyone present (who had been longing for the
address to be concluded, that they might renew their acquaintance
with her) rushed forward simultaneously to offer their advice, or
assistance. But Nell shrunk from them all alike, as she tried to quell
the distressing cries that rose involuntarily from her, in her mother’s
bosom.
‘Just stand aside a bit and let the poor lass have air,’ said Mrs
Llewellyn. ‘She’s so weak and faint after that nasty London, that the
walk’s been too much for her. I was afraid it might be, but she was so
bent on hearing Hugh Owen preach! There! Nell--there, my lass! try and
control yourself, do! Lean on me, and we’ll go slowly home again. I’m
main sorry we’ve interrupted your discourse, Hugh, but I hope you’ll go
on now all the same! And you must forgive poor Nell! It’s all because
she’s so weak and upset like.’
‘I’m sorry she came this evening,’ replied Hugh, who was the picture
of distress, ‘but let me take her, Mrs Llewellyn, I am stronger than
you are and Nell can lean as hard as she likes, on me!’
But Nell turned her head away, and at this juncture, one of the
neighbours, who lived close by, returned with a little chaise drawn by
a ragged pony, which he had been to fetch, and putting Nell and her
mother in it, he drove them home; and Mrs Llewellyn’s whole care was
then directed to getting her daughter into bed, where she trusted she
would sleep and recuperate her exhausted strength. But creeping up an
hour afterwards to see how she was going on, she found her so ill that
she sent for the village doctor, who pronounced her to be in a very
critical condition, and before another twelve hours were over her head,
Nell was raving in the delirium of a nervous fever.
CHAPTER X.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account