‘_No more!_ Do you mean me to understand that she is dead?’ exclaimed
Ilfracombe with a look of horror.
‘Exactly so, my lord. The unfortunate young woman is certainly dead.
She had an ungovernable temper, and it led her to a rash end. She threw
herself into the river.’
The earl’s eyes were almost starting out of his head.
‘She committed suicide, and for my sake?’ he exclaimed. ‘Oh, my God! my
God!’
He bent his head down on his hands, and the tears trickled through his
clasped hands.
‘Nell dead!’ he kept on murmuring, ‘Nell under the water! Oh, it is
impossible. I cannot believe it. My poor Nell. This news will wreck all
my happiness.’
‘Lord Ilfracombe,’ exclaimed Mr Sterndale, quickly, ‘I beg of you to
compose yourself. What if the servants, or her ladyship, were to enter
the room. This unfortunate affair is none of your doing. You have no
occasion to blame yourself. You did all, and more than most men would
have done to secure the welfare of the young person in question, and if
she choose to fling your kindness back in your face, the blame lies at
her own door.’
‘Are you _sure_ of it?’ said Ilfracombe presently, as he made a great
effort to control his feelings. ‘How did you hear of it? Did you
actually see and recognise her dead body?’
‘No, I cannot go so far as to say that, my lord, but I have every
circumstantial evidence of the fact. Miss Llewellyn disappeared from
Grosvenor Square, as Warrender can tell you, on the night of the 20th
of August, and has never been seen or heard of since. On that night a
woman threw herself into the Thames, whose description tallies with
hers. Here is the account of the affair published in the next morning’s
papers,’ handing the earl the paragraph he had cut from the _Standard_,
‘and on instituting every inquiry, I had no reason to doubt that the
young woman, who either threw herself or fell into the river, was
our unfortunate friend. With a view to ascertaining the truth more
accurately, I examined her belongings in Grosvenor Square, none of
which she had taken with her, another fact which points conclusively,
in my mind, to the idea of suicide, and amongst them, in her jewel
case, I found this scrap of paper, evidently addressed to your
lordship, and which I preserved with a view of delivering over to you
when you should question me as to the matter you left in my charge.’
Saying which, the solicitor placed the scrap of paper he had found with
Nell’s trinkets in the earl’s hands. Ilfracombe read the poor, pathetic
little message over and over again, ‘Good-bye, my only love. I cannot
live without you,’ and then without comment, having folded the paper
and placed it in his pocket-book, he rose trembling from the table and
staggered towards the door.
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