The Derby was run that year in the last week of May. The young Countess
of Ilfracombe had already been presented at Court under the auspices of
her mother-in-law. She had attended more than one Royal function since;
she had seen all that there was worth seeing in town, and she had
entertained largely at her own house in Grosvenor Square. She had been
fairly launched on Society in fact, and, unlike most heroines, it had
not disappointed her. Everything was new and fresh to her; everything
was delightful. This was what she had longed for and dreamed of in
far-off Malta, and her letters home were full of the pleasure she was
experiencing and the honours that were paid to her. Nora felt happier,
too, and more at her ease in the company of her mother-in-law and the
Ladies Devenish, and away from the close, every-day companionship
of Mr Portland, who had at last returned to his own chambers in the
Albany. She fluttered about from milliner to milliner, theatre to
theatre, like a huge butterfly; all fashion, delicate tints, smiles
and excitement. Ilfracombe, unlike his usual taste, seemed delighted
to be her cavalier on all occasions. The truth is, he was thankful
to get out of the house. Fond as he undoubtedly was of his wife, the
atmosphere of Grosvenor Square depressed him. He could not enter a
single room without being painfully reminded of Nell Llewellyn and her
devoted love for him. It had been a very real love between these two.
On her side the most unselfish, adoring, humble passion--on his, a
very appreciative acknowledgment of her single-eyed affection, mingled
with a great admiration of her beauty. _His_ love for her, however,
had always been mixed with a certain amount of shame and uncertainty,
because he knew it was impossible it could go on for ever, and he
dreaded the moment when it would become imperative to tell her so. Nell
had ended it all for herself, however, and but too abruptly, and now
he could not sit in the rooms where they had for so long sat together,
and which she had so confidently regarded as her own without finding
his thoughts very much drawn her way, even though his lawful wife was
by his side. He thought of the time when Nell first came to his house,
a tall, slender girl, with a complexion like a wild rose, and beautiful
startled hazel eyes, moist with the dews of youth. How frightened she
was when he first whispered his love into her ear--how passionately
remorseful when he had led her astray--how wonderfully grateful and
reverential when he told her she should thenceforth reign the mistress
of his heart. He looked back over the years she had managed his
household for him, and could not remember one instance of her losing
her temper with him--that passionate, indomitable temper, which was
so quickly roused by others. How often he had wished, almost decided
to make her his wife, if only for the devoted love she bore him, but
had been afraid on consideration of the sneers and disapproval of the
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