no more. The rest of the story has been told. Both of them had only
been playing at love, and neither of them was hurt. Had it not been for
those unfortunately bold and unmaidenly letters which remained in Mr
Portland’s possession, Nora would long ago have forgotten all about the
matter.
But there had been something in Nell Llewellyn, fallen woman though
she was, that had made a much deeper impression on the heart of Mr
Portland, if, indeed, he possessed such an article. He had not proposed
to marry her--it was not much in his way to consider marriage a
necessary accompaniment to respectability; but, had Nell made marriage
a condition of their union, he would have yielded to her wishes sooner
or later. There was something about her grand devotion to Ilfracombe
that attracted his worldly nature, that was used to associate with
the most mercenary of her sex; and when she blazed out at him in her
passionately indignant manner, repudiating with scorn the idea of his
advances, he admired her still more. He thought Ilfracombe a fool to
have given up the one woman for the other, but he would have been
the last man to have told him so. He was not going to kill the goose
that laid the golden eggs. And a very disagreeable feeling had been
engendered in him by the knowledge of Nell’s supposed fate. He did not
want to mention her name, nor to think of her after that. It was a
painful reminiscence which he did his best to drown in the distractions
of cards and wine. Things were in just this condition when they all
journeyed up to Usk together, and Mr Portland’s portmanteau and plaids
were carried over to the rooms at Panty-cuckoo Farm. Nell was like a
wild creature after she had discovered for certain who their owner
was. To meet Mr Portland, of all men in the world, would seal her fate.
Where could she fly in order to hide herself from him? what do to avoid
the contact of his presence? She dared not leave the house for fear of
meeting him; she was afraid even to leave her own room lest he should
have taken it into his head to explore the dairy or bakehouse. Her
mother did not know what had come to her. She grew quite cross at last,
and thought it must be the arrival of the grand folks at the Hall that
had made her daughter so flighty and useless and forgetful.
‘Just as I want all the help you can give me,’ she grumbled, ‘and it’s
little enough use you are to me at the best of times, you get one of
your lardy-dardy, high-flier fits on, and go shivering and shaking
about the house, as if you expected to meet a ghost in the passage or
the cellar. Now, what made you run away in that flighty fashion just
now, when you were in the middle of doing the lodgers’ rooms? I went
in expecting to find them finished, and there were half the things
upset and you nowhere.’
‘I thought I heard one of the gentlemen coming across the grass, and so
I left the room till he should be gone again.’
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