‘Ay, that I have,’ replied Mrs Llewellyn, with the beautiful
self-assurance of the poor, ‘but you’re worth it all the same.’
‘Thank you, dear, God bless you,’ said Nell gently, as she prepared to
leave the room. At the door she turned and stood regarding the two old
people with her lovely hazel eyes, as if she could not gaze enough at
them.
‘You’re a rare fool,’ cried her mother gaily. ‘There, run away to your
bed, do, and get up wiser in the morning.’
And then, as her daughter with a solemn smile disappeared, she remarked
to her husband,--
‘I’m sometimes half afeared, father, if that girl ain’t a bit mazed.
She do look at one so queer with them big eyes of hers. Did you notice
her just now?’
‘Not I,’ replied the farmer. ‘I’ve other things to do besides noticing
a maid’s eyes. So now come along to bed, wife, and forget all such
rubbish, for we’ll have to be up betimes to make ready to receive his
lordship.’
And the old couple went up to their room, laughing and cackling as they
passed Nell’s door.
And as they did so the clock struck nine.
She heard it as she stood in her bedroom, with her hands clasped in
front of her, dazed and bewildered. The world seemed to have closed on
her with her parents’ good-night kisses--all the people in it appeared
to have become indistinct and blurred. They were fading away before her
mental vision one by one--the Earl and his Countess, Jack Portland,
Hugh Owen, her father and mother, Hetty, everyone. Nell felt she had
done with them all for ever. At one moment she thought of writing to
Hugh Owen. He had loved her and had great hopes of her, and she had
dashed them all aside. She was sorry for his disappointment and his
broken faith. Should she write and tell him so. But what could she say,
except that the man he saw her with was her former lover, and if he
discovered him to be the earl, there would be another unpleasantness
for Ilfracombe. Oh, no! Her life had been all a muddle and a mistake,
it was best to leave it so. She could not unravel it, and the more
she touched it the more entangled it became. Best to remain silent to
the last. Not a thought of Portland entered her head. She had made a
certain compact with him, and she had meant to end it like this all
along. But she moved across the room with a soft lingering step, and
eyes that seemed already covered with the film of death, and gazed from
the window that looked towards the house where Ilfracombe was sleeping.
‘Good-bye,’ she murmured indistinctly, ‘good-bye.’
And then Nell turned away, and taking hold of a chair, dragged it to
the wardrobe, and mounting on it took down the bottle of poison for
which her mother had told her to write a label.
END.
EDINBURGH
COLSTON AND COMPANY
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