"Wait," he said, in a controlled and quiet tone. In the silence that
followed the word they could hear the little clock on the mantel ticking
monotonously. Noel was trying hard, as they stood thus alone in the
stillness and half-darkness, to gather up his suddenly-weakened forces,
so that he might tell her, in the hope of giving her comfort, of the
resolute purpose he had entered into. But in the moment which he gave
himself to make this rally a sudden influence came over him from the
contact of the cold hands he held in his. At first it was a subtle,
faint, indefinite sensation, as of something strange and wonderful
and far away, but coming nearer. The very breath of his soul seemed
suspended, to listen and look as he waited. The clock ticked on, and
they stood there motionless as statues. Suddenly a short, low sigh
escaped Christine, and he felt her cold hands tremble. The swift
consciousness that ran through Noel was like living ecstasy injected in
his veins. He drew her two hands upward and crushed them against his
breast.
"Christine," he said, "you love me."
She met his ardent, agitated gaze with direct, unflinching eyes.
"Yes," she said distinctly, "I love you," but with the exertion of all
her power she shook herself free from his grasp, and sprang away from
him to the farthest limit of the little room.
"Stop," she said, waving him back with her hand. "I have owned the
truth, but I must speak to you--"
As well might Christine have tried to parley with a coming storm of
wind. The chained spirit within Noel had been set free by the words,
"Yes, I love you," that Christine had spoken, and his passionate love
must have its way. He followed her across the room, and with a gentle
force, against which she was as helpless as a child, he compelled her to
come into his arms, to put down her head against his shoulder and to
rest on his her bounding heart. He held her so in a close, restrictive
pressure, against which she soon ceased to struggle, but lay there still
and unresisting.
"Now," he said gently, speaking the low word softly and clearly in her
ear, "now, speak, and I will listen."
"I love you," she said brokenly.
Their full hearts throbbed together as he answered:
"That is enough."
"It is all--the utmost," she went on. "I can never marry you. When you
loose me from your arms to-night it will be forever. Hold me close a
little longer while I tell you."
Her voice was faint and uncertain; her frame was trembling; he could
feel the whole weight of her body upon him, as he held her against his
exultant heart, while the power that had come into him gave him a
strength so mighty that he supported the sweet burden as if its weight
were nothing.
"Go on," he murmured gently, in a secure and quiet tone, "I am
listening."
"I only want to tell you, if I can, how much I love you. I want you to
know it all, that the torment of having it unsaid may leave me."
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