Victoria sat back in her chair. Peace was upon her soul. Perhaps she had
just passed through a crisis, perhaps she was entering upon one, but
what did it matter? The warmth of July was in the clear air, the canal
slowly carried past her its film of dust. No sound broke through the
morning save the cries of little boys fishing for invisible fishes, and,
occasionally, a raucous roar from some prisoner in the Zoo. Now that she
had received the blow and was recovering she was conscious of a curious
feeling of lightness; she felt freer than the day before. Then she was a
man's property, tied to him by the bond of interest; now she was able to
do what she chose, know whom she chose, so long as that money lasted.
Ah, it would be good one day when she had enough money to be able to
look the future in the face and flaunt in its forbidding countenance the
fact that she was free, for ever free.
Victoria was no longer a dreamer; she was a woman of action. The natural
sequence of her thoughts brought her up at once against the means to the
triumphant end. Three hundred and fifty pounds, say six hundred if she
realised everything, would not yield enough to feed a superannuated
governess. She would need quite eight or ten thousand pounds before she
could call herself free and live her dreams.
'I'll earn it,' she said aloud, 'yes, sure enough.'
A little Aberdeen terrier came bounding up to her, licked her hand and
ran away after his master. A friendly omen. Six hundred pounds was a
large sum in a way. She could aspire to a partnership in some business
now. A vision arose before her; Victoria Ferris, milliner. The vision
grew; Victoria Ferris and Co., Limited, wholesalers; then Ferris'
Stores, for clothes and boots and cheese and phonographs, with a branch
of Cook's agency, a Keith Prowse ticket office; Ferris' Stores as an
octopus, with its body in Knightsbridge and a tentacle hovering over
every draper from Richmond to Highgate.
Yes, that was all very well, but what if Victoria Ferris failed? 'No
good,' she thought, 'I can't afford to take risks.' Of course the idea
of seeking employment was absurd. No more ten hours a day for eight bob
a week for her. Besides, no continuous references and a game leg . . .
The situations crowded into and out of Victoria's brain like dissolving
views. She could see herself in the little house, with another man, with
other men, young men, old men; and every one of them was rocked in the
lap of Delilah, who laughingly shore off their golden locks.
'By Jove,' she said aloud, bringing her gloved fist down on her knee,
'I'll do it.'
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