The entire evening was a tribute. From the moment when Holt set eyes
upon her and reluctantly withdrew them to direct the cabman, until they
drove back through the night, she was conscious of the wave of adulation
that broke at her feet. Men's eyes followed her every movement, drank
in every rise and fall of her breast, strove to catch sight of her
teeth, flashing white, ruby cased. Her progress through the dining hall
and the stalls was imperial in its command. As she saw men turn to look
at her again, women even grudgingly analyse her, as homage rose round
her like incense, she felt frightened; for this seemed to be her
triumphant night, the zenith of her beauty and power, and perhaps its
very intensity showed that it was her swan song. She felt a pain in her
left leg.
Jack Holt passed that evening at her feet. A fearful exultation was upon
him. The neighbourhood of Victoria was magnetic; his heart, his senses,
his æsthetic sense were equally enslaved. She realised everything he had
dreamed, beauty, culture, grace, gentle wit. It hurt him physically not
to tell that he loved her still, that he wanted her, that she was
everything. He revelled in the thought that he had found her again, that
she liked him, that he would see her whenever he wanted to, perhaps join
his life with hers; then fear gripped his uneven soul, fear that he was
only her toy, that now she was rich she would tire of him and cast him
into a world swept by the icy blasts of regret. And all through ran the
horribly suggestive memory of that which he had seen on the dressing
table.
Victoria was conscious of all this storm, though unable to interpret its
squalls and its lulls. Without effort she played upon him; alternately
encouraging the pretty youth, bending towards him to read his programme
so that he could feel her breath on his cheek, and drawing up and
becoming absorbed in the play. In the darkness she felt his hand close
over hers; gently but firmly she freed herself. As they drove back to St
John's Wood they hardly exchanged a word. Victoria felt tired; for in
the dark, away from the crowds, the music, the admiration of her
fellows, reaction had full play. Holt found he could say nothing, for
every nerve in his body was tense with excitement. A hundred words were
on his lips but he dared not breathe them for fear of breaking the
spell.
'Come in and have a whisky and soda before you go,' said Victoria in a
matter of fact tone as he opened the garden gate.
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