'Yes, I see. But what happened actually? Why did you leave the P.R.R.?'
'I had to. You see, Edward . . .' The flush returned.
'Yes?'
'Oh, Vic, I've been a bad girl and I'm so, so unhappy.' Betty seized her
friend's hand to raise herself and buried her face on her breast. There
Victoria let her sob, gently stroking the golden hair. She understood
already, but Betty must not be questioned yet. Little by little, Betty's
weeping grew less violent and confidence burst from her pent up soul.
'He didn't get a rise at Christmas, so he said we'd have to wait . . . I
couldn't bear it . . . it wasn't his fault. I couldn't let him come down
in the world, a gentleman . . . he had only thirty shillings a week.'
'Yes, yes, poor little girl.'
'We never meant to do wrong . . . when baby was coming he said he'd
marry me . . . I couldn't drag him down . . . I ran away.'
'Betty, Betty, why didn't you write to me?'
The girl looked at her. She was beautiful in her reminiscence of
sacrifice.
'I was ashamed . . . I didn't dare . . . I only wanted to go where they
didn't know what I was. . . . I was mad. The baby came too early and it
died almost at once.'
'My poor little girl.' Victoria softly stroked the rough back of her
hand.
'Oh, I wasn't sorry . . . it was a little girl . . . they don't want any
more in the world. Besides I didn't care for anything; I'd lost him
. . . and my job. I couldn't go back. My landlady wrote me a character
to go to Cornwall Road.'
'And there I found you.'
'I wonder what we are going to do for you,' she went on. 'Where is
Edward now?'
'Oh, I couldn't go back; I'm ashamed. . . .'
'Nonsense, you haven't done anything wrong. He shall marry you.'
'He would have,' said Betty a little coldly, 'he's square.'
'Yes, I know. He didn't beg you very hard, did he? However, never mind.
I'm not going to let you go until I've made you happy. Now I'll tuck you
up with a rug, and you're going to sleep before the fire.'
Betty lay limp and unresisting in the ministering hands. The unwonted
sensations of comfort, warmth and peace soothed her to sleepiness.
Besides, she felt as if she had wept every tear in her racked body. Soon
her features relaxed, and she sank into profound, almost deathlike
slumber.
Victoria meanwhile told her story to Jack, who sat in the dining room
reading a novel and smoking cigarettes. He came out of his coma as
Victoria unfolded the tale of Betty's upbringing, her struggle to live,
then love the meteor flashing through her horizon. His cheeks flushed
and his mouth quivered as Victoria painted for him the picture of the
girl half distraught, bearing the burden of her shame, unable to reason
or to forsee, to think of anything except the saving of a gentleman from
life on thirty bob a week.
'Something ought to be done,' he said at length, closing his book with
novel vivacity.
'Yes, but what?'
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