A Bird of Passage, and Other StoriesHarraden, Beatrice
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A Bird of Passage, and Other Stories
Harraden, Beatrice
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
"Don’t you think," she said gently, "that you made a mistake in letting
your experiences embitter you? Because you had been unlucky in one or
two instances, it did not follow that all the world was against you.
Perhaps you unconsciously put yourself against all the world, and
therefore saw every one in an unfavorable light. It seems so easy to do
that. Trouble comes to most people, doesn’t it? and your philosophy
should have taught you to make the best of it. At least, that is my
notion of the value of philosophy."
She spoke timidly and hesitatingly, as though she gave utterance to
these words against her will.
"I am sure you are right, child," he said eagerly.
He put his hands to his eyes, but he could not keep back the tears.
"I have been such a lonely old man," he sobbed; "no one can tell what a
lonely, loveless life mine has been. If I were not so old and so tired,
I should like to begin all over again."
He sobbed for many minutes, and she did not know what to say to him of
comfort; but she took his hand within her own and gently caressed it, as
one might do to a little child in pain. He looked up and smiled through
his tears.
"You have been very good to me," he said, "and I dare say you have
thought me ungrateful. You mended my coat for me one morning, and not a
day has passed but that I have looked at the darn and thought of you. I
like to remember that you have done it for me. But you have done far
more than this for me; you have put some sweetness into my life.
Whatever becomes of me hereafter, I shall never be able to think of my
life on earth as anything but beautiful, because you thought kindly of
me, and acted kindly for me. The other night, when this terrible pain
came over me, I wished you were near me; I wished to hear your voice.
There is very beautiful music in your voice."
"I would have come to you gladly," she said, smiling quietly at him.
"You must make a promise that when you feel ill again you will send for
me. Then you will see what a splendid nurse I am, and how soon you will
become strong and well under my care; strong enough to paint many more
pictures, each one better than the last. Now, will you promise?"
"Yes," he said, and he raised her hand reverently to his lips.
"You are not angry with me for doing that?" he asked suddenly. "I
should not like to vex you."
"I am not vexed," she answered kindly.
"Then perhaps I may kiss it once more?" he asked.
"Yes," she answered, and again he raised her hand to his lips.
"Thank you," he said quietly, "that was kind of you. Do you see that
broken sun-ray yonder? Is it not golden? I find it very pleasant to
sit here; and I am quite happy and almost free from pain. Lately I have
been troubled with a dull, thudding pain near my heart, but now I feel
so strong that I believe I shall finish that Andrea del Sarto after
all."
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