He went down the three flights of stairs which lay between his chamber
and the sordid street, taking his way to a cheap restaurant, which his
soul loathed, but to which the narrowness of his purse constrained him.
The waiter-girls, gossiping together, knew his shabby figure too well to
hasten to serve him with any alacrity born of expectation of tips; but
one of them came to stand, leaning by one hand upon the table, while he
studied the bill of fare in a vain attempt to discover some dish which
would be alike satisfactory to his appetite and his finances. There were
stains of coffee and of soup upon the card, which gave him a feeling
of disgust, as if his food had been served in an unwashed dish; but he
repressed his feelings and made out his meagre order. The damsel filled
him the usual glass of ice-water, tossed an evening paper before him,
and betook herself to cry the supper he had called for into the mouth of
a rubber tube, which hung flabbily out of the wall. West could hear
the voice of somebody under ground repeating the order, like a surly
subterranean echo, and he was peevishly half inclined to fling a plate
at the head of a man at the next table, on the supposition that that
individual might have been listening to this double disclosure of the
straitness of diet to which his poverty constrained him.
He tried to interest himself in the paper which had been given him. He
picked out the smallest paragraphs with a feeling of being so much at
variance with the world in general that nothing could possibly interest
him which was not held to be of no especial moment to the majority.
Suddenly he felt that little thrill with which a man always comes upon
his name in print. Among a lot of brief jottings was the statement that
a man in Chicago had left two hundred thousand dollars to Barum West.
For a moment his heart seemed to stand still, but instantly his common
sense reasserted itself, and he smiled with the bitter but fleeting
cynicism of youth at the impossibility that a fortune should come to
him by any lucky throw of Fortune's dice. The name was sufficiently
uncommon, however, to make the coincidence striking, and what artistic
youth, so placed that his wits were more or less disconcerted by the
unevenness of life, could fail to make the paragraph the starting-point
for a thousand dreams.
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