Her relatives spoke of her always as "odd," and were aggrieved that her
ways should be different from theirs; but everything that continues
comes in time to be accepted, and as the years went on Ruth's method of
life came to seem proper because it had so long been the same. A brawny
armed fisher cousin sailed over from the village every Sunday morning to
see that all was well at the red house, and to bring whatever might be
needed from the village store. Sometimes in winter he found her house
half buried in snow, but he never could report that she appeared either
discontented or sad.
It was of the coming of this emissary that Ruth was thinking on this
Saturday night in September where first this record found her. She had
been reflecting much to-day about dying. In her walk about the heath she
had come upon a dead bird, and the sight had suggested to her her own
end. She acknowledged to herself that she was old, and for perhaps the
only time in her life her thought had formulated a general truth. She
had regarded the tiny corpse at her feet, and then, looking about upon
the moors, it came over her how immortal is the youth of the world and
how brief is man's life. The land about her was no older than when she
had looked upon it with baby eyes. For a single instant a poignant taste
of bitterness seemed set to her lips; then in a moment the very wide,
changeless plain that had caused her pain seemed itself somehow to
assuage it.
To-night sitting here she admitted to herself that her strength had
failed somewhat of late. Yes, she was old. It was almost half a century
ago that that bold-eyed handsome stranger had compared the color in her
cheeks to a clove pink. She smiled serenely, although her reflections
were of age and death, so perfectly did she recall the sunny day and the
air with which the sailor would have kissed her. Placid and content in
the gathering dusk, she smiled her own grave, sweet smile, which it were
scarcely too fanciful to liken to the odor of the clove pink of her
garden-plot whose hue half a century ago had been in her cheek. She had
but one regret in leaving life, and that was to leave her moorlands. She
had found existence so pleasant and had been so well content that she
could not understand why people so usually spoke of life as sad; but
she could not think without pain of leaving the plains behind and going
away to lie in the bleak hillside graveyard where slept her kinsfolk.
It had never occurred to her before to consider to which she held more
strongly, her people or the wide brown stretches of open about her, but
to-night she debated it with herself and decided it. She resolved to say
to her cousin tomorrow that she wished her grave made in the plains.
Very likely her relatives would object. They had always thought her
ideas strange; but they would surely let her have her way in this. She
would even make some concessions and perhaps let Cousin Sarah come to
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