Bryn Mawr (Pa.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Bryn Mawr College -- Fiction; College stories, American; Women college students -- Fiction
was left to her own unhappy thoughts and the concentration of chocolate
cups in the one spot that always appealed most strongly to the naturally
sympathetic disposition of the maid when she came to straighten up in
the morning.
"Jack didn't care at all then," she said, and swallowed a pill. She felt
that her nervous prostration was returning, and the pills were the least
objectionable of the medicines. "If he had cared he never would have
become engaged within six weeks," she sighed. But she didn't see why
_she_ should care. He was nothing to _her_. But her father would be so
disappointed. He was interested in Jack and didn't approve of men under
thirty getting married. And then it really was most inconsiderate after
the way he had spoken to her. "I suppose I shall have to write and
congratulate him. That's a bore! I never know what to say to engaged
people, anyway. Yet I should like to write to him, just to show that
there is no ill-feeling, and that I am really quite pleased to hear
that he has at last persuaded some one to take him. I'll make the letter
rather stiff and formal. Yes, I must write. But suppose he isn't engaged
after all, wouldn't it seem as if I were forcing myself into a
correspondence with him? No, it wouldn't appear well to write, at least,
until the engagement was confirmed." Catherine glowed with newly
awakened hope. She was glad she had decided not to write, for she
dreaded to involve herself in any more awkward predicaments. They were
so wearing on the mind.
In the meantime the day was drawing near when Catherine's story must be
handed in for _The Lantern_. But nothing seemed to have developed. On
several occasions she had sat down, well provided with white receptive
sheets of paper, ready to pour out her soul. She had gnawed her pencil
and looked bored for half an hour, and then had jumped up and rushed
outdoors for some fresh air. Each time she had been expectant and eager
to jot down the ideas she thought would crowd into her mind. (One never
knows what may happen when one is actually provided with pencil and
paper.) But somehow nothing had come, and she really felt now that she
was altogether too wretched for ideas.
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