Since that evening at the spring she had been unable to pray as usual,
to pray for herself--her only cry had been: "Avenge me on my adversary!"
If she tried to frame the words of the Lord's Prayer, she could not do
so. They escaped her; her thoughts travelled to the South African veldt.
Her soul could not rise to God in the ecstasy of love and devotion; it
was choked with hate--an overwhelming hate.
She was in her black weeds; the hands, thin and white, were on her lap,
nervously clasping and unclasping the fingers. Had anyone been there, in
the grey twilight of a summer night, he would have been saddened to see
how hard and lined the face had become, how all softness had passed from
the lips, how sunken were the eyes, in which was only a glitter of
wrath.
Suddenly she saw standing before her, indistinct indeed, but
unmistakable, the form of her lost son, her Aneurin, and he held a white
napkin in his right hand, and this napkin emitted a phosphorescent
glow.
She tried to cry out; to utter the beloved name; she tried to spring to
her feet and throw herself into his arms! But she was unable to stir
hand, or foot, or tongue. She was as one paralysed, but her heart
bounded within her bosom.
"Mother," said the apparition, in a voice that seemed to come from a
vast distance, yet was articulate and audible--"Mother, you called me
back from the world of spirits, and sent me to discharge a task. I have
done it. I have touched him on the foot and calf and knee and thigh, on
hand and elbow and shoulder, on one side and on the other, on his head,
and lastly on his heart, with the white flag--and now he is dead. I did
it in all sixteen times, and with the sixteenth he died. I chilled him
piecemeal with the white flag; the sixteenth was laid on his heart, and
that stopped beating."
Then she lifted her hands slightly, and her stiffened tongue relaxed so
far that she was able to murmur: "God be thanked!"
"Mother," continued the apparition, "there is a seventeenth remaining."
She tried to clasp her hands on her lap, but the fingers were no longer
under her control; they had fallen to the side of the chair-bed, and
hung there lifeless. Her eyes stared wildly at the spectre of her son,
but without love in them; love had faded out of her heart, and given
place to hate of his murderer.
"Mother," proceeded the vision, "you summoned me, and even in the world
of spirits the soul of a child must respond to the cry of a mother, and
I have been permitted to come back and to do your will. And now I am
suffered to reveal something to you: to show you what my life would have
been had it not been cut short by the shot of the Boer."
He stepped towards her, and put forth a vaporous hand and touched her
eyes. She felt as though a feather had been passed over them. Then he
raised the luminous sheet and shook it. Instantly all about her was
changed.
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