"A moment's thought," said she, "will convince you that it is as I say.
If I pick an Alpine flower and transfer it to my blotting-book, it
remains in the herbarium. It is no longer on the Alp where it bloomed."
"But----" urged Joseph.
"No," she interrupted, "you cannot undeceive me. No one can be in two
places at the same time. If I am in your book, I cannot be here--except
so far as goes my animal nature and frame. You have subjected me, Mr.
Leveridge, to the greatest humiliation. I am by you reduced to the level
of a score of girls that I know, with no pursuits, no fixed principles,
no opinions of their own, no ideas. They are swayed by every fashion,
they are moulded by their surroundings; they are destitute of what some
would call moral fibre, and I would term character. I had all this, but
you have deprived me of it, by putting it into your book. I shall
henceforth be the sport of every breath, be influenced by every folly,
be without self-confidence and decision, the prey to any adventurer."
"For Heaven's sake, do not say that."
"I cannot say anything other. If I had a sovereign in my purse, and a
pickpocket stole it, I should no longer have the purse and sovereign,
only the pocket; and I am a mere pocket now without the coin of my
personality that you have filched from me. Mr. Leveridge, it was a cruel
wrong you did me, _when you used me up_."
Then, sighing, Miss Asphodel went languidly on her way. Joseph was as
one stunned. He buried his face in his hands. The person of all others
with whom he desired to stand well, that person looked upon him as her
most deadly enemy, at all events as the one who had most cruelly
aggrieved her.
Presently, hearing the clock strike, he started. He was due at the
office, and Joseph Leveridge had always made a point of punctuality.
He now went to the office, and learned from his fellow-clerk that Mr.
Stork had not returned; he had been there, and then had gone away to
seek Leveridge at his lodgings. Joseph considered it incumbent on him to
resume his hat and go in quest of his "boss."
On his way it occurred to him that there was monotony in bacon and eggs
for breakfast every morning, and he would like a change. Moreover, he
was hungry; he had left the house of Mrs. Baker without taking a
mouthful, and if he returned now for a snack the eggs and the bacon
would be cold. So he stepped into the shop of Mr. Box, the grocer, for a
tin of sardines in oil.
When the grocer saw him he said: "Will you favour me with a word, sir,
in the back shop?"
"I am pressed for time," replied Leveridge nervously.
"But one word; I will not detain you," said Mr. Box, and led the way.
Joseph walked after him.
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