"Sir," said the grocer, shutting the glass door, "you have done me a
prodigious wrong. You have deprived me of what I would not have lost for
a thousand pounds. You have put me into your book. How my business will
get on without me--I mean my intellect, my powers of organisation, my
trade instincts, in a word, myself--I do not know. You have taken them
from me and put them into your book. I am consigned to a novel, when I
want all my powers behind the counter. Possibly my affairs for a while
will go on by the weight of their own momentum, but it cannot be for
long without my controlling brain. Sir, you have brought me and my
family to ruin--_you have used me up_."
Leveridge could bear this no more; he seized the handle of the door,
rushed through the outer shop, precipitated himself into the street,
carrying the sardine tin in his hand, and hurried to his lodgings.
But there new trouble awaited him. On the doorstep still sat the three
gentlemen.
When they saw him they rose to their feet.
"I know, I know what you have to say," gasped Joseph. "In pity do not
attack me all together. One at a time. With your leave, Mr. Vicar, will
you step up first into my humble little sanctum, and I will receive the
others later. I believe that the smell of bacon and eggs is gone from
the room. I left the window open."
"I will most certainly follow you," said the Vicar of Swanton. "This is
a most serious matter."
"Excuse me, will you take a chair?"
"No, thank you; I can speak best when on my legs. I lose impressiveness
when seated. But I fear, alas! that gift has been taken from me. Sir!
sir! you have put me into your book. My earthly tabernacle may be here,
standing on your--or Mrs. Baker's drugget--but all my great oratorical
powers have gone. I have been despoiled of what was in me my highest,
noblest, most spiritual parts. What my preaching henceforth will be I
fear to contemplate. I may be able to string together a number of texts,
and tack on an application, but that is mere mechanical work. I used to
dredge in much florid eloquence, to stick in the flowers of elocution
between every joint. And now!--I am despoiled of all. I, the Vicar of
Swanton, shall be as a mere stick; I shall no more be a power in the
pulpit, a force on the platform. My prospects in the diocese are put an
end to. Miserable, miserable young man, you might have pumped others,
but why me? I know but too surely that _you have used me up_." The vicar
had taken off his hat, his bald forehead was beaded, his bristling grey
whiskers drooped, his unctuous expression had faded away. His eyes,
usually bearing the look as though turned inward in ecstatic
contemplation of his personal piety, with only a watery stare on the
world without, were now dull.
He turned to the door. "I will send up Stork," he said.
"Do so by all means, sir," was all that Joseph could say.
When the solicitor entered his red hair had assumed a darker dye,
through the moisture that exuded from his head.
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